Hi! I am Ariseu and I really want to write my own fanfic. But unfortunately, my english is mid (not even mid i think lol). I am aware of my writing (and yes, I'm more fluent in speaking english in my mind) and my english is definitely TERRIBLE. I don't know why but i exceed in my english class tho so I really don't know what's wrong.

Anyway, I really want to write stories and share my imagination to you people (especially my homies out there, erideul) but my ability just doesn't allow it. I can bear writing using my own language, but english? no. But I can communicate well in english, it's just when I write in english, It sounds awkward, stiff, anything not nice. I read a lot of english books but I just can't apply it to myself well. 

I do actually feel like the stories that I want to right are good too but what makes me not want to continue is idk how to execute it well. I want this to come out nice since it's a very nice plot and things but I just can't. I want to give justice to my ideas but I really don't know how...

English is not my 1st nor 2nd language. I just use it occasionally when needed that's maybe why my english in writing is not improving well as my speaking. 

I really feel bad right now because I can't share these amazing ideas that I have for you guys to enjoy. I have made a lot of idk what you call them. yk those like profile, synopsis, plots, etc. yes i have written a lot. And all of those came from my imagination which I believe that you guys would also like because everything about it might not be that new, but it could be something that I can still call unique.

Everything that I wrote were kyungsoo×oc (I'm a dandanie). I have written action, romance, romcom, mystery but none of them were written nicely as I wanted them to be...

Anyways, just stating my thoughts because I was in a middle of writing some random plots and stuff and i told myself "i should publish this" then the thoughts of disappointment and sadness went in because I can't write well in english. I'm sorry everyone, I don't have any contribution in this website :<...