I'm not supposed to write this but, things are really not working out for me lately. I'm emotionally and mentally exhausted yet no one knows. I don't know how to start but do you know that feeling that you used to know how to control your feelings but everything's ed up and you suddenly don't know how to control it? It's like you are a time bomb, you yourself is not really sure when you are going to explode. 

There are times that I thought I'm recovering from whatever I'm going through but then everything changes when the night comes and I'm alone in my room. Past suddenly haunts me. Broken dreams, ruined friendships, broken relationships, betrayal. Sometimes I thought maybe I should date someone so I can be happy again or maybe feel other things other than anger and sadness but then there's this emotional trauma that my ex and her friends gave me that made me realize maybe it's a bad idea. 

I'm sorry for my readers who are waiting for a story update. My mind's a mess and sometimes I already finished a chapter but felt like it lack something so I just delete it and tried to write a new one. I can't really say when will I return but hopefully you would still read my story when the time comes. Anyways, thanks for spending your time reading my blog and sorry for making you wait.