the title makes it sound like i'm gonna sit down here at 7:36pm and clack out an essay on how to write and what writing means etc etc but alas it is indeed 7:36pm and i still have hw (i did nothing this weekend because it was my birthday) and i of course am going to procrastinate.

as one does, obviously.

anyway so on the topic of writing. long story short, it's not bringing me joy anymore. part of it's because i have a legit writing class (and will next semester too, i'm pretty sure, and the next....) and also because i have other classes and i just can't find it in me to care much about anything at this point. all my free time and feelings are spent on school lol.

that being said i did get into nct and like i said in some other post, i fell very deep into kunten. except there's one small technicality, and it is that i have discovered a tendency to ship kun with... everyone. so the gist is that i love kun i guess LMFAO.

what was i trying to say?

i guess i wasn't trying to say anything, but it does make me mad that i can't enjoy writing anymore. i'm so stressed all the time and it's all my own fault :(

that's really all i wanted to say. was looking for pity lol.

actually i had smth deeper to say but i'm tired and stressed and that's never a good combination.