It's been a while since I came here again. Been busy on twitter and real life to the point I even forget that I have an account here.

And idk why I come here all of sudden, maybe it's because I get bored and tired. My life has been a messy since Jan 6 and it's getting harder recently. Everything I do makes me tired. Even sleep can't help either.

I tried to spazz over other kpop group, hoping it would make me less lonely but it didn't work out. Fangirling makes me tired. I kinda lose my interest on reading and writing fanfiction too. But if I don't do it, I don't know what to do since this is this only way I escape from my routines in real life.

I thought the worst day ever I need to go through is only on May 15th 2014. But it turned out wrong. Jan 6th 2020 was the worst day I've ever had. And my life never be the same again. The pain stay there. I tried to move on, I tried to heal myself, even told myself that everything will be okay and what's meant to be ours will find its ways to us. But it seems like it didn't work as smoothly as I thought.

I talked a lot right? Idek what I'm talking about right now. I'm just tired. I think I need to take a rest from twitter and from real life too, need some fresh air but since the pandemic is not over yet, I can't go anywhere, stuck at my house and it makes me more stressed. Huuft.

okay. I think it's enough. Sorry if you read this blog. It's just me being tired and talk randomly. Sorry for taking your time reading this nonsense. I hope you enjoy your day.

Byeee~