I kept on loosing a friend. I know its my fault but I dont know what i've done. They wont tell me. The only one who tell me said I'm always sulking and too sensitive.

I've try to be less sensitive and try to change like another person but I still lose friend. Just like the latest one. She didnt even tell me she will get marry that friday. I know about her marriage from Whatapps stories. WHATSAPP!!!

I thought we were close as the three of us always hanging around. She didnt even let out other friend tell me about the marriage. I mean, why?

I know you cant invited people because of the coronavirus case, but why cant you tell me about the marriage? Why you need to hide Whatsapp stories from me?

Its hurt. I feel like i'm not suppose to have friend anymore. Maybe i should start building my wall back like how I use to do when I'm still in school. People make me sick.