Hello to everyone, it's me from behind the grave!

So, it's been three years since I last did any kind of writing when I stepped back on writing in AFF. But even after all these years I have time after time seen some amazing readers still reaching out to me, telling their feelings about my stories. As the author I feel very moved by this because it is the greatest honor and wish for an author to have their stories remembered even as years go by. So I give my sincerest thanks to all of those amazing people that have shown such care for my stories even after I went silent.

The reasons to why I stepped back from writing is because I lost my spark to write. Writing was no longer fun like it used to be. It became a chore and almost full-time job for me that didn't pay my rent and groceries. I grew stressed and anxious about writing. I wanted to write but the joy of it was gone with the wind and for three years I haven't written anything. Not even a single page.

Only now I have regained some of my old spark that I used to feel when thinking of my stories and bringing them to life. The thrill of excitement when writing and seeing the scenes roll in front of my eyes (figuratively speaking of course). To feel what my characters feel in the moments of joy or sadness. That is how I used to write, to live in the moment as I bring the story to life.

And so I'm considering returning to write but whether I will return to carry on the stories over at AFF, I cannot tell yet. I love my stories but the fact I'm much older now and my writing style, my way of perceiving things, has changed alongside me in these years. So if I ever pick up on my stories on AFF, I will be "re-mastering" them because the way I write isn't the same as it used to be back in the day. I will still hang around AFF though. Not poofing anywhere. Simply not adding stories to this place.

Now we get to the second point. What do I mean returning to write if not over at AFF? It means this time I will be writing at my own BL fantasy themed blog that I have been working on to set up. If people still want to read stuff from me or simply check in on what this is about, you're more than welcome. Or you can simply come by to say hello. Either way I will pick up on writing and try some webtoonish thing as well. I'm writing for fun and that is how it should always be.

Anyhow, sharing the link to my blog in case someone is curious to check it. It is still a work in process but I'm slowly getting the hang of it how the platform works.

My new BL Fantasy Blog