I'm kinda back. This year is the worst for me and my family health and financialy. My aunt was diagnosed with cancer last year and this year she graduated from treatment but she still sees the dr. So the beginning of the year went well until the beginning of summer. My aunt and uncle were both admitted in the hospital at the same time. My aunt had a perforated ulcer and kidney stone. She is being treated for them and she had one surgery and I think she has one or two more to go. My uncle was diagnosed with end stage heart failure and we are taking care of him 24/7 now. The hospital that was taking care of his heart dropped him without warning but thank God we found a hospital who gave him a second chance. Every month we end up leaving home to stay in a hotel to get all his appointments done and it's very tiring and expensive. Yesterday was the first time I was back at church and I was happy. My family has put our lives on hold to take care of the people we love that my mother and I neglected our own health and now I have some minor health problems but I'm trying to take care of them the best I can. I have been trying to keep up with reading but lately I feel like I don't have time. I have realized that I don't do the things I love anymore and it makes me sad. I am hoping next year will be 100 times better and that my uncle will finally get put on the heart transplant list. Please take care of your health and spend as much time with your family and friends as you can because you never know when will be the last time you get with them.