Uncomfortable feelings inside, its not me.

There's a contrails around my head.

I want to die, I want to disappear, That's not what I really want.
The more I think, the more I don't know who I am.

I think ive become crazy.
There's someone here other than me.
What should I do? I dont know.

The clouds almost eat me up.
Somebody hold my hand.
I'm scared, please help me.
"You know I'm there."

Who you? 
I saw you in the mirror smiling at me.
Who you?
We're same but why you have more colours in you. 

There's contrails around my head,
But I love it.
I travel inside it today 
Paint more colours other than black.
It still there tomorrow,
But I love it.
I'll paint more colours to it
With you in the mirror.

Even I'm alone, its still fine
It will gone one day, thats fine.

Even the loads become heavier than ever,
I'll keep taking pictures with my old camera,
Keep painting and writing even no one knows,
At least myself know what I'm doing.
Filling my room with the books ive read,
Learning new things, Writing my own story,

I come to know more bout myself.

Who you? 
I'm the one who keep walking aimlessly.
Who you? 
The path I take is thorn but I survive today.

There's contrails around my head,
But I love it.
I travel inside it today
Paint more colours other than black.
It still there tomorrow,
But I love it.
I'll paint more colours to it
With you in the mirror.

Even I'm alone, its still fine.
It will gone one day, that's fine.

When the night hits my heart,
The loneliness crawling in,
I close my eyes. Nobody can understand.

Its you, Who you. 
You know who you are
You dont need anyone to told you
You know what to do to stay alive.

The day you decide to live as you.

There's contrails around my head,
But I love it.
I travel inside it today
Paint more colours other than black.
It still there tomorrow,
But I love it.
I'll paint more colours to it.
With you in the mirror.

Even I'm alone, its still fine
It will gone one day, it's still fine.

(Pain is your Crown of thorn. Which pierce you and crushes you. But as time passes by, it will be the Crown that make you strong. ^^)