Airplane
As usual its quiet
As quiet as before
I like it like this
But there is no comfort
I love it at night
Also hate dark place
Where are u?
Girl, im so alone
Try to let go
Trying to forget
I dont care how ing lonely u are, u said
You are so bad
You are so mean
Whats wrong with u?
Why i still comeback to u?
I look, up to the sky everyday
I try, held my head up high
I still, same pain, same scar, same thoughts
I near, giving up too easy for me
I look, try to change the way im thinking
I try, i want to stay positive, is what i telling myself
Always distract myself from having thoughts more and more
I dont know, but i should really let u go
Im going anywhere that i could
As long as i can Forget u
But its not that easy
Its not that easy
I do everything that i can
Forcing myself
Stopping myself
but Its not that easy
So i put that phone on airplane mode
Enough with that words,
Enough with that hope,
Enough with that bull,
Just go already.
U said something,
But why act differently?
Do u mean what u said?
I dont know what to trust
Stop it already!
Im tired try to reach u out
Dont worry i wont come again
I know u tired with the same again and again
Airplane mode from now on
Already use with these loneliness
You not the first
They grow distant from me
I am alone from the beggining
I dont know
I dont know what to do
I dont know
I dont know what to feel
I dont know
I dont know how to turn
I dont know
I dont know what to believe
This one side story
Only heard from my side
I dont want to assume
I dont want to guess
I want we to talk
Pour everything u feel
Tell me everything u want
I want to return the favour
I wont leave u alone
Im going anywhere that i could
As long as i can Forget u
But its not that easy
Its not that easy
I do everything that i can
Forcing myself
Stopping myself
but Its not that easy
So i put that phone on airplane mode
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