thank u, goodbye.

Hello.

I hope you read until the end.

Don’t worry, this won’t be too long and you’ll be given a small prize at the end.

 

First, I think this is the last time you’ll hear from me. I apologize but I lost all my passion on my fanfics. It’s hard to write about a ship that is dead and haven’t interacted in years. There’s a small voice in me wanting to believe that someday, a miracle might happen but when is that someday? I’m sorry but I can’t keep hanging on to that small thread of hope any longer.

But please continue to support them as I will, even after this.

Second, I’m in college now. In a state university to be precise and I have to watch out for my grades or else I might lose the privilege of having a free tuition. I know that is not an excuse to stop, but I just can’t anymore. Sometimes I think that it’ll be a waste to just let go of all my stories that have taken a deep spot in my heart, but that’s just how it is going to be. Change is the only thing constant in this world.

But I won’t delete anything, I promise.

Third, and last, I want to thank all of my dear readers who had been together with me in my journey as an “author-nim”. It was really nice to have interacted with y’all. I appreciate your comments, your replies, and even just your silence. I appreciate everyone, even my silent readers.

To all my friends I met and people I had conversation/s with here in AFF, thank you for your time. You made my stay in AFF worthwhile.

Finally to my beta reader, cahreel, thank you squirt. Love you lots <3

 

And that’s the last of it.

Maybe the last of bigminiworld  as well.

And that’s my curtain call – goodbye, everyone.

 

Goodbye.

Take this with you as you go because this is for you.

 

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jungcactus #1
i am currently binge reading your ffs. it is sad that one by one authors are jumping off the ship. we all know that it will never sail again at least not now. ff and those vids are the only thing this ship keeping it afloat. i could imagine how difficult it is for you to get an inspiration from a dead ship but i appreciate you not deleting your fics as some of the authors do that and it is a shame not to re-read it. i hope your are doing well on your studies during this pandemic.
Rpr363
#2
So u will not write any story again??
Hope someday u will change ur mind...
Imjessica #3
Thank you author
MistressOfAngst
#4
I’ve really enjoyed the stories I’ve read from you so far and it’s sad to see all our fellow Jeti shippers/authors leave but I know how hard it can be to hold onto a ship that is barely existing anymore. Hell, a lot of my ships are that way and I fight through it but I do know it can get tough. School should always be your number one priority though (I hope it’s going well btw :)). I’m on a on/off hiatus. It’s just hard for me to get into writing again and the whole ship being alive or not does play a role so I can relate. Thank you for all your hard work though, you’ve blessed the Jeti tag^^ Also, thank you for not deleting your stories, when people do that it makes me so sad like I loved them! T.T
Sicachu143
#5
Thank you so much for the incredible journey author. I will miss your stories. And I understand where you're coming from honestly. After 9.30 happened it's been really hard. It's been years but there's still this bitter and sad feeling whenever I read these old fanfics. Good luck with your studies. <3 3 3
mana08
#6
Thank you.
mzlyod #7
Sad news.......
Tq n gudbye
DollySweet
#8
Gracias por todas tus historias! Me alegro que decidas mantenerlo y no borrarlo :) los atesoraré con todo mi corazón :')
Que cumplas tus metas y te vaya muy bien :)
Gwarrior #9
Byeee author-nim...sorry for been a silent reader all this long, but i really enjoy your stories....hope u will continue in future.
JeTiHyun
#10
Thank you so much for all your hardwork buddy. I will miss how you write a story and I truly appreciate for all of it.

Good luck with all your study and everything :))
aimeeisabella #11
Thank you for all your hardwork author-nim. I really appreciate it. Sorry for my bad grammar
Toufoo
#12
I understand where you are coming from. This year I completely cut myself in participating in kpop and being up to date on most things. The toxicity ed me up so bad I couldn't enjoy the things I used to. Even though I know this ship is dead its kind of an escapism for me, and the character dynamic is good to practice my writing. I've dropped fics before because I fell out of the fandom. I loved a lot of your fics, "Queen of the Clouds" especially intrigued me. Good luck in your studies and a happy new years.
Yoonaya05 #13
Thank you so much author-nim. Good luck for your study and keep the good grades. Happy New Year, wish the best for you. And thanks for not delete anything author :))
jetiweb
#14
I love you