URGENT AND NEED HELP. PLEASE READ!!!!!!!!!!

Hi everyone so I have a rather large issue and need help. Any help I can get. 

I recently left my friends house that I was living at. I left abruptly due to being suicidal and dealing with anorexia (because let's face it, the depression and negativity in her house makes me not want to eat). I stopped by to grab a quick overnight bag before leaving to go to a train station to go to my grandparents house before we check me into an in patient care facility for the suicidal and those dealing with eating disorders. When I stopped by, my so called "friend" punched me in the jaw (which I have had surgery on), pulled my hair and tried choking me out (which she cried and tried to hug me to get me to stay after but HELL NO that is the last straw of this friendship if you can even call it that. All she did was control me and up any chance of me getting a job). Her mother kept saying nonsense like "you don't need therapy" "they will just drug you up" "look at my daughter. She is crying. Will you really be this heartless" "you don't need your family, you have family here" I have been depressed, traumatized and the negativity in this house got too much for anyone to handle. Her mom is crazy, they both used me for money, wouldn't let us leave the house and when I left she literally looked like she wanted to kill me and she would be crazy enough to do so (I mean she beats her daughter daily for crying out loud). She tried to manipulate me and even went far enough as to say "you'll come crawling back pathetically."

I'm sick of all of it and when I go back to grab my stuff in a few days I want to say something that will make both of them shut up and leave me alone so I can get ALL of my belongings and leave. I would just leave them there but all of my stuff is there. I literally came to my grandparents with underwear, one sports bra and a sweatshirt. Nothing else. So any advice of what I can do or say to make them shut up completely and leave me alone so I can pack in peace? I've gotten to the point where I may as well yell "Okay, I'll stay and just slit my wrists in your ing house."

 

PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!

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satoupyon #1
Every story has two side but let's as for me after considering about yours. Why should you take your stuff? Can't you buy a new one? Except if there are some document of course.

You are an independent person. And they are not allowed to do those things to you.

Even tho you are an adult by yourself, When you come back to take the stuff, you MUST be got ACCOMPANIED by at least an ADULT. DON'T come by yourself. We have no idea about what will they do.

Once again, honey you are an independent person so you MUST NOT listen to their words that you'll back to them. You can go away as far as you want because you are not owe them anything that can prisoning your freedom. No one can do that. You are an independent person. You have to believe it so that you can gain some trust for yourself. Got it?

Go away from the toxic of your life, go away from them and open the new chapter of life.
sleepingprince #2
This is scary ... I mean why would your friend and their family hold you in not letting you to live your life . Thats not right in the first place. Not to mention she punch and hit you too.

You should definately make a clear stance for once and for all. Also do not go back there by yourself. Safety first. I hope that things get better for you.

Your body belongs to you. You know yourself best. If you feel that you need help , go for it. Dont listen to others as they are not you. I hope that you'l received all the support that you need and feel better soon. Stay strong
oeschinen #3
That's good. You need to get the help you need. Please avoid your "friend" and her mother for now. They're clearly making you miserable and like the comment below, please get the police or someone whom you can trust to accompany you. while you get your stuff. Don't go alone.
Alexiza #4
Hmm, I really don't know what to say to you, but i will advice you to stay in your grandparents house first till things get better.
Regarding going back to get your belongings, I'd advice you take someone like the police or someone more older and bigger with you.

I'm so sorry that you have to go through all this pain all by yourself.
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