So, after like... a good few years of being absent from AFF, I've returned. The only problem to that now is that, I have so many of these projects I want to complete and post up. I have a few I've done in the years I've been away from AFF but they're not really publishing material because I'm a stickler for the content I post up here. Not that I care about views or comments. I'm way beyond that. Or so I tell myself... But really, if I were to actually consider what I've posted, I need to heavily edit them before I actually consider posting them up. 

Now the problem that I'm in now is that, even with this much free time I have right now, inspiration and drive is scarce. I hate that part about myself. I get this surge of inspiration when I'm about to pass out from sleep deprivation, or when I don't have my laptop within reach. And sometimes I do manage to scribble all my ideas into this pocket notebook (and a regular sized book). And unless it's something I'm really serious about, I'd be extra and rewrite all that I've written in the books into a document. Usually, when the mood's in, I'll just use the books as references. I paraphrase most of the time, better the grammar and sentence structure and divide them into bearable lengthed paragraphs. 

I'm not doing ANY of those right now. In fact, I'm blogging. Helps, I guess. I want to write something but I'm not procuring anything. 

I'm thinking of working on the next installation of my bts as boyfriends trope. I've only posted up the JungKook one as of now. Next in line is Tae Hyung. It's not a continuation or anything like that. It's a stand-alone. It's just part of a theme of some sort. I got stuck at when OC and TaeTae finally meet. 

Other than that, I'm working on this piece, including Jung Kook (idk what's my obsession with the guy, he's not my bias even, but it's so easy to write abt him). It's more of a guilty pleasure piece, something to quench my thirst for TattooArtist!JungKook & rock climbing ever since his Celebrity Bromance set with MinWoo. The trouble I'm having with this is that I don't know if I should tell it from Jung Kook's or the OC's. It's ofc in third person, but whose standpoint of third person? Get me? If I were to go with the OC, she's more of a cluster with a dash of emo. As for Jung Kook, he's a standoffish character. A bit mysterious, not really introverted, just douchey - lol.

Haih... well, here's a glimpse at what I'm working on.

I'm trying not to put too much thought into these. To just... be as lighthearted and easy as possible. Nothing too heavy. I tried heavy before, I gave up on it.

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