Obsessing about GTae
I didn't remember how obsessed I can become with GTae when I write about them. I also become very obsessed with GD and Taeyeon separately, but I also have this unhealthy desire about the relationship I want them to have in real life.
This is what I don't like about writing fiction; I think it's so unhealthy to ship them together. Because if either of them is dating someone else, it will break my heart like when the whole Joo Yeon thing exploded at the beginning of this year.
I would feel happy if they are dating other people and especially if those people take good care of them and make GD/Tae happy, but deep inside I will be broken-hearted because the desire I have for them to be dating in real life is sooo big I can't even describe it.
I've been seeing the GTae coincidences and MAMA's 2015 video for inspiration *sigh* and Geez! I sometimes want to discourage myself with thoughts like: "They never dated." "Everything it's purely coincidental." but the reality is that there are too many things for it to be just "coincidence." We have a saying in Spanish that goes something like: "When the river makes sound it's because it carries stones," meaning that when people talk too much about something and have several proofs over the years, it's because it must be true in some way.
I have this feeling of certainty that something did happen between them in 2015... and one thing you must know about me is that I'm really good at analyzing others... how they behave, their facial expressions and their gestures... and believe me for the things I can analyze between them, at least for me it is clear that something happened between them, not sure what, not sure how intense, not even sure if a summer fling or something with a deeper meaning but I do have this feeling that something happened between Ji Yong and Tae that year.
I wish I could have just a small confirmation about anything. if they dated, are dating or anything!!! T_T
Am I a crazy, obsessive GTae trash? What is your thought about GTae? Do you believe they dated, are dating, or don't even know each other?
Please share your thoughts with me!!!! <3
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