HOW PITY I am

Sorry for distrurb your wall aff account with my new blog. I just want to share some of my problems that will never ever been known by my family. They are so conventional even my family not so stupid. But, at the point is they are so conventional. So, that the reason why I always and always be "shut up'. I have so many so many and so many problems. But, my environment push me to fall down all my "need". It makes me so stress, under preassure, and depression. I ever feel CAD (and maybe until now. I dont know exatly but maybe still cuz I never meet any psicolog). Medium anoreksia, I call like that cuz I lost my weight at that time 30kg. My girlfriend (now my ex girlfriend) left me for another girl. My mother gets parkinson SINCE 11 years AGO. My job in another city (far from my family's house), And still so many internal complicated problems in my mind and my heart. I always thinking that ANY BODY WANT ME AS HER/HIS GIRLFRIEND EVEN JUST AS HER GIRL IN LDR? I THINK NO ONE WILL.I m ptt. sorry for tipe misstake . I wrote it in THE SADDEST FEELING OF MY HEART. i m so sad

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yuansaga #1 Jul 20, 2018 21:11:57

If you need someone to talk to just feel free to drop me a pm..... But currently i am away on an RnR period till 22nd aug.... But after that i will be here to help if you ever need me to

Kim6Ex #2 Jul 20, 2018 19:40:30

just can say thank you. thank u for you support and advice

sleepingprince #3 Jul 20, 2018 15:51:58

Nothing is permanent in life. Just like the season , it will changed so as to your current situation. Problems , they come and go. No one is free from problem. All you need to do , is to try to solve it or change the situation for the better ..

Everything happen for a reason. You're being tested because God knows that you can pull it through. God is preparing to be stronger in life. Your Gf left you , yes it hurts but maybe she isnt the one for you in the first place. So its better for you to break up now rather than to spent more time together and get even more hurtful. There's always other fishes in the ocean. Do not limit your choice.

As for your mother , all you can do is try to treat her better and attend to her needs. In life , no one can avoid aging and sickness. Everything is all part of life. Your love for her is more important. She need your moral support. I'm sure she will be sad to see you like that. So please do not give up hope.

If you feel like you want to be near or close to home , maybe you can start to find job near your house first before resigning. You can start to look around . Maybe you will feel better once you have a changed in environment.

Try to think positive even thou the current situation is hard. Only you can change it for the better. You can always try to improve yourself in many ways like knowledge, upgrade your career , change your personality to be more positive and cheerful . Everything comes from the inside. You need to first heal yourself and get out of the hurtful past. Do not destroy your own life. Once , you are more stable in life , you dont have to worry about girls. If you have what it takes , girls will come to you. You just need to have the right personality and right thinking. You cant give up easily or lose hope. Instead, you need be courages , you need to fight against all odds. If you can stand up again , I'm sure life will change for you :) Dont be too harsh on yourself. Slowly ,eventually everything will get better. Time will heal. Pray and seek comfort from God. He never forsake.