https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1331361/22

It kinda broke my heart as I went through this. I mean, who in the right mind gatecrashes a birthday party full of gang members? What it really felt like using a time machine? How would I feel if someone died in front of me? How do I react if I know someone somewhere is waiting for me? How much do I want to live? Questions like this makes me feel something.