Of Xiudae

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Life is hard. Balancing Life...possibly even harder.

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Okay, so finishing Love Me Right is my focus. Afterwards, I really want to focus on my My DLS since it’s the first story I ever started, and then The Undesirables. It’s been so long since I’ve updated anything else besides Love Me Right, but that’s mostly because it’s my most demanding story and I really want to complete it. My other stories will be much shorter than LMR, so I’m hoping free time and inspiration will come simultaneously.

This is just something i've had in my writing folder, and decided to go ahead and post.

It's just an excerpt from the premise of the sequel to Love Me Right.

I'm currently working the Anime Matsuri Convention and haven't had the time to post the next part of LMR but I will this week. Anywho, Enjoy~

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| Xiudae |

Xiudae exhales, staring at the question on his monitor, wondering, contemplating if following through with his decision to move on from Hoxing was the best for everyone.

His infatuation with his friend, if they were even friends, was something he had freely expressed for practically all his life.

Now years later, instead of moving forward it was as if he were taking so many steps backward. Everyone else had progressed, childhood romances in full revival, all his friends coupling up, and he, forever alone, the sore thumb as always.

Xiudae isn’t completely pessimistic about it. What more could he possibly do for Hoxing to look at him the way he had always wanted? Nothing.

For Xiudae had given his all, persevering with optimism, naively assuring himself that one day Hoxing would return his affections.

Nevertheless, Xiudae must’ve read it wrong. All those nonverbal cues he thought he was picking up on throughout the years, now mean nothing.

It was time he stopped following around Hoxing like a lost puppy: he no longer wanted to bother the other with his unrequited feelings.

Xiudae makes up his mind, finally accepting the love confession as he sends his reply; feeling weighed down as he at last let’s go of the hope of one day receiving Hoxing’s heart.

It’s all for naught anyways…