Dear Jongdae,

     I am your secret admirer.
     But I am also the one who sat with you while you played piano.
     I've been wanting to tell you all of this time; I hated you. From that time you ran from the stairs with your hair bouncing plus your teeth smiling, I can't get you out of my head. You looked so ing beautiful, despite the clown in your hat was weird to look at. You've been in my head for days ever since then, and everyone had teased me because of how I often complain about you getting stucked on my head. I am an idiot, aren't I? It's the first time I've ever tried to give a little bit of attention to love, but now I am mad crazy over you. Please stop being cute, you're making it hard for me.
     You're from the Conservatory? Wow. You're amazing. Ever since I heard about you, I had found everything beautiful. I kept remembering your lips, your smile, your eyes that were like coffee. Why is your hair curly like the noodles I eat every night? Ah, I can't you out of my head anymore. You're like glue, Jesus! 
     And the moment you caught me staring at you made me feel like I was caught in the biggest crime in the world. When you asked me to sit beside you, my heart skipped a beat. Why are you like this? Why are you making me feel like a teenage girl in the mangas I liked to read? Why are you so cute? But hot at the same time? I really like you, and I hated that. The way you rolled my name off your tongue had forever been on my ears. you, you are talented, amazing, wonderful, beautiful and you're the angel the world doesn't deserve.
     If you're wondering if this is a hate message, please don't think that's it. I just wanted to tell you something; I hated you because I grew a big crush out of you. In just one sight. Now you're the most beautiful thing Shakespeare couldn't described. I hate the fact that your beauty overpowered Aphrodite. I am hoping to hear that wonderful, angelic voice of yours because they said you're going to sing in the recital. I hope that when you read this, it's on the recital. And I hope too, that you will read this. 
     I don't know what will happen if you don't accept my love for the fact that a man like me is attracted to you, but I am willing to accept it if you're straight. I sound awkward, right? That's because it's my first time writing a love letter. I'm sorry!
     Plus, I really loved that kiss. Your lips are the softest thing I've ever touched at.

                                                                                                   Junmyeon
 

     PS: If you still don't understand what I'm saying, I am just telling you I love you.