NAME: Kang Yeseul

NICKNAMES : 
☾ ssenunni + 쎈언니 ; once known as the town's girl crush, she might have toned down a lot from her glory days but some things just never change, like impressions from the past, and the past itself. some of her old friends still address her that way. she doesn't particularly like it, but does nothing to stop the name-calling anyway, if there were any good memories left for her of this town, it'd be her days of laughter as the residential girl crush.  
☾ kang yesu + 강예수 ; yesu aka jesus in korean. after leaving and returning, it would seem that she had taken a huge part of comfort in religious belief. prayers being a large part of her life now as she volunteers at churches to educate the young (first-aid education), never failing to show up every weekend at her dispatched church. she doesnt think of it much but as a repayment for her sins.   

BIRTHDATE : 10.16.94 / 23

 

HOMETOWN : namwon, sk

 

FACECLAIM : rena of pristin
BACK UP FACECLAIM : bona of wjsn
 

APPEARANCE : honestly, from her high school days till now, nothing much has changed except her growing her medium length bob out and her learning to put on more make up to cover her imperfections and occassionally tear streaks from her constant nightmares. she stands at about 164cm tall, a weight of 48kg. her hair now kept to a dark brown, and occasionally tied up into a ponytail or a bun as a job requirement to stay looking professional. she still keeps her piercings on though. one on each ear, nothing too outlandish. on break however, her wild side would still let loose, and you'll find her trying some striking hair colors. 
 

FASHION STYLE : her style aside from her working outfit is pretty much just cheap minimalistic street wear, the color palette of her wardrobe is also rather boring being monotonous, black, white, grey and denim. she also prefers longer sleeved shirts despite it sometimes being scorching in the summer. besides that, anything + shorts takes the cake. (even in winter, although she'd have to put a long coat over or some padding over) 

   

 

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yeseul leads, in actual fact, a really jaded way of thought. due to the incidents at home and from her days at namwon, everyday is just another challenge for her honestly. the only thing that helps alleviate her dark thoughts is probably her job and helping out at the church. her softness towards strangers wont easily be extended towards to those around her. because she wont meet those strangers anymore, but when it comes to the people she knows, she tries to keep her caring side toned down much more. the more she could stay out of their lives the better. many times you'd find her spacing out, deep in thought, as if she totally gives a damn about the situation, but mostly she's having an existential crisis. thinking deep down, why do we exist? what's the general goal of human beings? what is there to gain from all this, don't we just die in the end? why am i even dealing with this anymore? with these consistent thoughts that plague her and her own matters that add on to the bulk of the burden, it would appear to even those close around her that she doesn't want them around her, not gonna lie though, she would be happier having to deal with one less person. in general, she's a listener. not someone to voice out or give suggestions. just, a listener. mainly a listener (with occassional snite remarks). she won't speak up unless really needed, because less is better, never say too much that others can use against you right? lesson learnt. this trait continues from even during high school, where she basically was the most reluctant in performing the ritual.

while thats all bad that she doesnt really have an actual outlet for her feelings, and thats exactly the reason why she puts so much effort into her work. spending most of her time on it, keeping her and her thoughts occupied. which means if anything disrupts her from her daily repetitive tasks of working or her weekly visits to the church, its highly likely to get on her nerves and irritate her. however, it garners her attention for her hardwork and many kids at the church look up to her for that too, especially since she does everything alone, even living alone. and that requires to a high degree an organized lifestyle and house, with money managing skills well enough to sustain her monthly rent and misc expenses. ultimately, this girl is stronk in her own way.

 

background 

never having to worry about her own livelihood was the daughter of a renown gangster in probably not just namwon, but other parts of town as well. despite her father's widespread bad reputation, she lived with relatively less trouble under the tough care of her mother alone. in fact, she's never come close to living with her father (although she does visit or get visits from time to time) and her only recognized immediate family is her mother. and no one really knows who her father is, apart from there being rumors of course. things were normal all the way up till high school, she was the perfect girl crush, and a pretty well-known figure in school, grades were well. it wasn't that her dad didn't love her, in fact he love her too much to expose her to the dangers of his world so he ended up pushing her away. everything just seemed so perfect until all hell broke loose one day and conflict happened between her dad and the local police, that is with ruiho's dad. not knowing that yeseul's dad was the convict, ruiho's dad had arrested and publicly shamed the man as a disgrace to the community. spilling his bad deeds made yeseul ashamed of him, to know that she had such immediate bloodline, i mean she knew he was bad but not to that extent. with how well-known her dad was with the normal community, sure enough with his death, his enemies started knocking up to seek revenge. and that was where yeseul's life in namwon ended without telling anyone, when she and her mother had to escape and go into hiding.   

afterwards, she had jumped from town to town, using different names. slowly but surely, as time passed, people forgot about the mother and daughter. it had been hard, but she had managed to get herself a decent job, as a travelling nurse. it pays well, and she gets to decide where and when she goes, basically the ability to decide her own schedule. now she lives alone in her own studio apartment in busan. once again, all had been peaceful till she discovered she had powers.  

 

  

 

     

 

 

 

 

 

i suppose they are pretty useful in some way but, i cant seem to control them well enough so im afraid, even scared that if i use them, they might get out of hand and end up hurting somebody. definitely not falling on jesus' good side if i do that.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

PASSWORD : sirens