Hello readers, 

this post will be a tribute to SHINee's Jonghyun. 

It's called This Christmas, I'm so Lonely as I've covered Taeyeon's This Christmas and Jonghyun ft. Taeyeon's Lonely.

I haven't mentioned before but Jonghyun is my first ever kpop bias so I've cried quite a lot for the past days so I sounded quite flat and isn't that great but I hope this would soothe everyone as Jonghyun's legacy will always remain :)

Why I added Taeyeon's song it's because this song can be sung for someone you love but has passed on and it happened that we all would kind of feel lonely this Christmas after hearing about the unfortunate news. But now that I've sung this song, I'd like to cheer on the fans who are still feeling so distraught about the incident and tell you all that we all aren't this lonely actually. We all have one another :) I just hope y'all would enjoy this cover even though it's meh haha. 

Stay strong readers!

And... This is my letter to Jonghyun: 

It's been great being your fan since 2009. 

Your voice will forever be heard,

Smile will forever be remembered,

Presence will forever be here.

I'm so proud that we've made differences in idols' lives through your composing of songs and most importantly, you've completed the tasks and schedules before you go. You've worked so amazingly hard and how I wish that our love for you could make a difference in your plans...

Now, the darkness is over and the only thing you'll see is the light that you haven't been able to see. 

Now, it wouldn't hurt anymore so you can smile comfortably because we all would be fine. We'll continue supporting your brothers but I know your love and support for them is much stronger so give them the energy they'll need till they're ready to meet you up there. 

You can smile happily and rest well now because you did well.

I love you, Kim Jonghyun,

SHINee's Jonghyun,

and the ordinary being, Kim Jonghyun.

- amazingirl 21.12.17