I don't personally know Kim Jonghyun but he played a huge role in my life. I was in high school when I started to like Kpop. That was in the year 2009. At that time Kpop is not yet known in my country but somehow even tho I fangirl most of the time on my own i didn't mind.  That is how me any my bestfriend actually met and up until know the bond is strong as ever. During those times we were criticized and mad fun of for liking something we don't really understand.  We were labelled as Weirdos for fangirling too much,we were even isolated. That didn't stop us from enjoying Kpop. It gave us inspiration to work hard. Gave us a goal to reach and a path to follow. I could still remember that day where i excitedly went to school, I discovered a new song called Ring Ding Dong which i got from watching MTV Kpop special. I downloaded the audio even the music video so i could show my bestfriend the treasure i just discovered. i was not dissapointed, immediately she liked it and from there we started to listen to it like no tomorrow. We even used at danced to it in one of our school activities where in we got praises from our teacher and she even thought we wrote an original composition since the tune and beat of the song was unfamiliar. Hello baby by Shinee is personally my favorite season. It showed different sides of Shinee and that is where i came to love each and every member. That show made me a Shawol

our high school days were tough but somehow Kpop made it bearable. And during those time SHINee played a huge role . From Ring Ding Dong to Hello to Lucifer and so on.  it gave us something to be happy about, a reason to hold on to life a little more. 

Thank you Kim Jonghyun. for the amusing shows you've made that makes anyone happy. for the songs that you wrote and sang that gave your fans and other people comfort and for holding on this long. 

We're sorry that we didnt express our love just as much as we wanted to. We're sorry that we couldnt help you and we're sorry for not hearing your silent cries.

We may have lost a soldier but I'm sure our beloved soldiers who lost their fights against depression doesn't want the others to loss. let's fight for them most importantly Lets fight for Us.

You are no longer in Pain our Bling Bling Jonghyun. you fought well our brave soldier. You may retire and rest now 

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Mel.G