I still can't believe it. I woke up and was hit with this horrifying news. I was hoping it was just a joke but it wasn't once S.M confirmed it. SHINee was one of my first groups that I love dearly and Jonghyun used to be my bias. He was such a great performer, one of the best. I will miss him dearly and remember him. I couldn't stop crying and class. He was my friend's ultimate bias. When I saw her in tears, I broke down even more. I couldn't even focus on my final because I was crying so much. I went home and let it all out. I wished this never happened and will never happen again. I don't want to lose any more people. Thank you, Jonghyun for coming into my life. You worked hard for us for 10 years. Your work will never be forgotten. 

You will forever be engraved in my heart