I can't sleep. 

Everytime I close my eyes I see your smile. Before I went to bed, I listened to your voice, and now its ringing perfectly in replay in my head. 

Its hard to think that you have decided to end everything this way. And your death should be a reminder to everyone that idols are humans too.

To Jonghyun, 

I wish I could take away your pain. 

Rest now, you've done well.