This is too much. 

[edit here: for the ppl who dont know what‘s actually going on, this is pretty much what happened: 

- Jonghyun was found in a room, collapsed, with a coal briquette burning, ~630pm KST
- He was transported to a hospital
- He passed away en route to the hospital
- Gangnam Police have confirmed his death
- He sent a suicide letter to his sister
- No SM statement yet]

First of all, i‘m not a shawol, but of course i love shinee and i like their music, especially Jonghyun. He was my bias.. (i prefer saying favorite, but anyways)

People still underestimate Depression and it angers me. Especially in korea, the country with the 3rd highest suicide rate. Like.. suicide is almost a common thing there?? 

It‘s so overwhelming, when yesterday, i wasn‘t even expecting anything like this to happen. When yesterday, i was probably even listening to his /shinee‘s music. When yesterday, i thought of his comeback, i thought of seeing his face again. That‘s just so surreal. 

This situation reminds me so hard of 2014. The older kpop stans probs know why. I just can‘t with this year. I hope Agencies take care of their artists. I hope people in general, take care of their family, friends, acquaintances. Jonghyun was such a sweet man, and he decided to end his pain.. i respect that.

stay strong shawols!