Only god knows how my heart ache about the news of SHINee's Jonghyun who reported has passed away. Our dearly bubbly, kind hearted soul who has done nothing but bringing joy and happiness in our life will never be back. It is truly heartbreaking that we lost such a great great person, a son, a brother and a truly best friend and knowing we would never get to see his brightest smile anymore. But it is more heartbreaking to know that he ended his own life without anyone by his side, without giving a chance to anyone to help him, to be there for him when he needed someone. 

I'm not a true shawol but jonghyun had been a part of my life when kpop industry started. His hardwork as an idol have never disappoint me. I don't have the right to tell anyone to be strong as I'm also didn't have the energy to pick myself up. All we can do is giving his family, friends especially his dearest SHINee members and of course her loyal fans shawol a deep condolences. And please please please my sweethearts, if you have any problem or having a thought of giving your life up, please reach out to someone, anyone. Please frequently tell ppl in your life that you love them, you're there for them and you care for them. Sometimes ppl need to hear things like this, it could make such a big difference. 

Based on today's incident we know how powerful words can ruin a person. Don't think that when you drop hateful comments on their sns, it didn't effects them. Idol is a human being too, they have problems, they need someone by their side. We can never take anything for granted be it our family, our fav idols, our friends. The next thing we know that they might have been gone. Be kind, be thoughtful or at least stay silent of you don't have anything good to say. 

And to anyone who having problems or simply wants to talk or rant your probs, I'm all ears sweethearts. To all shawol please reach out to anyone if you need someone right now and don't make hasty decision. Please. I love you all. May jonghyun rest in peace.Sincerely, an exo-l.