Well, there's this boy in my school. Idk, I don't have a crush on him but I kinda feel attracted to him? I know me and him are impossible because we have different religions but..... well. 

So, Idk when this happened but just when I realized that I kinda like him, I saw his day in FB and was slapped by reality. 

He posted a picture of himself with a girl who is actually my childhood friend, and...... well, it was obvious that they are in a relationship. *sound of heartbreak* T_____T

Okay now I can't stop cursing at them and I can't ing sleep and it's almost 2 am in the night and that bastard just ing replied to my message that I sent half an hour ago!!!!! 

And I am burning in jealousy so much that I wanna kill my pathetic self!!!!!!  TT