honestly, soobin brought the vibe of arrogance around her y'know. she didn't smile at first nor did she even look at you directly. she would instead scan the place rather than the people. we were ready to isolate her at first. who want to be friend with a person who think they're above everyone right? but after she really sit down and i took the opportunity to talk to her - i wasn't going to be a prick. at least get a reason to isolate her first - we found out that she's just extremely shy and extremely hate being the center of the attention. that chick couldn't and still can't look us in the eyes while talking. she said it's awkward. unless if your eyes are really small then she can do the stare - or if you share some kind of romantism with her.

she's fine overall. a lil bit crazy in the head. but still a decent woman. she likes to act like she's the coolest kid in town when she's just a geek. she used to take the same com-sci classes with me for fun. despite her saying she don't like the com-sci , those crazy fast explaination she do would make you thin otherwise. i'm a com-sci student myself, we study the same thing and i don't even understand one bit she said. like she explains in one breathe and then she expect you to understand it in one go. she didn't take time to explain to you one by one. and max i ever hear her repeat the same thing probably twice. she wholeheartedly don't like repeating herself in general. ' why don't you just record what i said? ' is what she often told us.

she revised a lot. but people often mistaken her as those diligent kind of student. let me tell you that all she ever did in class was just highlight point in the given notes. no sticky note , no little writing in it. just pure highlight. as for the project, she never did anything over the top. usually everything were done just how the book taught her. just enough to give her the grade that she satisfy her. sometime i wonder what the use of her excellent imagination and creativity. it's such a waste.

when we was in our last year of university. soobin somehow passed the awkward stage with this guy in her course. they dated. for about a month unfortunately. he said he was burdened by her soo much. she told me that he told her that he didn't feel like the guy in their relationship. as her friend, i witnessed those sappy , romantist side of chae soobin. she really went all out. you can basically just enjoy the relationship without doing a thing. it's a shame that that was her first relationship. her dad didn't know fyi.

no need though. that girl is very loyal as lover - but she's also prety ruthless as ex. i once went to her bulding. they're in the same class but totally look like a real stranger. at least in soobin's part. it was a day after they broke up and unlike him who seems awkward and apologetic ; soobin just said hi and walk away. treating him like a total acquantaince. really indifferent. once you push her away , she'll stay exactly where you left her. it's really hard to repair the broken bridge. one way or no way.

soobin-ah, it had been some while since i went to your house. but the last time i went into your room for a sleep over. god. it was horrible. every. single. time. now i know why your mother hired a special helper for you. you really washed well. like your room smell really nice. but please stop making a mountain of clothes and papers in your room. why do you even take out the clothes too much? just take any clothes, you look fine either way. i swear if you really get an apartment of your own, there won't be a day in there despite the smell of a fresh air in there. and the only way for you to find your stuff easier is to let them be place neatly, okay.

yes. please keep it a secret.

what the f-