Ok so i have a family and ofc everyone too if not i wanna be born in an eggㅡ anyways.

note: I'd love to read abt ur problems and maybe i can help. we can sort it out together so dont be shy and comment down if u dont mind :)

Not only me but everyone is having a hard life. Im not gonna whine abt how messy my life is but im gonna rant instead. It's a different thing!

So me and my sister always think ourselves as a pain in everyone as we always receive helps that we don't really need but is offered. I cried when my sister said her teacher paid half of her study thingy-s and how her friend once brought her mcd without her asking for it. So she was mad bcs she felt burden by the help. She got lots of stories abt getting helps from ppl around her which made me cry lmao.

Abt me is not bigger than hers cus im living with my family while shes living at the hostel near her school. So as my mom doesnt always cook, it's very rare even, a friend of mine is different. As her mom is a housewife, after school her mom will fetch her back home with her lunch in the car. She knew how i always have nothing to eat at home so she gave her food to me not once but twice. Giving someone else outE food is A BIG SACRIFICE, AGREE?

I'm not trying to talk bad abt my parents but they were really testing our patient. I'm a bit chubby like 56kg and 5" and in my family, theres 4 ladies according my mom. I'm heavier than her, my sis and ofc my 7 year old sis. Three of us r the same height. She always brought me down by saying im fat and i have a bigger but than hers. It's true but she's not that skinny ok. THREE OF US ARE EVEN SAME SIZES it just that she gave birth so i have the curviest body (k complimenting myself is rare ok).

Im so stupid in math and recently something went wrong with the school grading system. At first i ranked 5th in my class and 33/500+ in my batch. But after the system went back to normal, i dropped to 10th and 134/500+ and i always failed my math its been 2 years since i passed that. And my dad was like "of course" when i told him. Before that i told him (my mom did actually) the wrong one and he didnt say hes proud of me and said "if u behave better, youll get better grade" IT ING HURTS.

wait im cryin.

And i know we have financial problem but my mom act like shes still single, using money to travel to korea and singapore and bla bla. She only made a passport for my younger sister bcs she went to singapore with her the other day. only me and my sister dont hv passport yet and its upsetting ugh.

And it's a basic rule for parents to NOT tell abt the money problem but they did so u knownhow it affect the children right? We always being considerate, not asking for much cus its obvious how we wont get it.

Im tired actually theres so many more to rant so I'll be doing part 2 next time.

Farewell.