So....hi, people. I hadn't been extremely active lately? I mean, like compared to summer where basically everything was replied in lightning speed or whatever it is. 

Anyways. So, like okay. Confession time. I'm feeling really vulnerable and emotional lately, like, you know, till the point where if someone even says anything remotely hurtful I'd break down. 

Just...well, I've been seeing a lot of someone I'd severed a relationship with nowadays, and they just remind me of so many things - 

Here. Read this till the end. And please don't say anything rude if you have any. 

Here goes nothing. 

"This is the end." That's what you yourself said,
"Look forward. Stop reminding yourself of the 
Scars that keep lingering. Forget everything and walk on," Yeah. 

The memories that doesn't seem to end, 
Everything just breaks apart in front o'me,
I just keep seeing your shadow,
Why do you keep appearing

I still remember your bright smiles and dancing eyes 
Your kind and hopeful words
Even if we stumble over a stone on the rocky path 
You - 

Would just keep persisting on
The bright sun shines above us
Just continue walking on
The dawn definitely would appear ohh

The memories that flash before my own two eyes do you too see them or
Did you forgot everything 
And tossed all of it away ohh 

Oh why I, still saw your reflection, still saw blinding sunshine when it's darkness 
Bright light when it's pitch black Yeah
Hope when it's a dark abyss

I see you with your back turned firmly away from what used to be us
Instead facing the four others whom you had said to despise 

I still see you in the stars
The enchanting song you sang
I can still hear your echo
In the depths of my own mind ohh

You keep appearing in my dreams, my everything why can't you stay away
You no longer exist in (You no longer exist in) 
My life my thoughts that's what you said ohh 

Distorted truth believable lies I don't know anymore
Tell me what the truth is, oh but you're gone 
Can't you stay back keep back to your past promise
Come back

Stop flashing before my eyes
Your bright light that hateful light
I want to extinguish it (I want to extinguish it) 
Like snuffing out a candle 

Like a lost child I wander through the maze you made the one you trapped me in 
I want to break free 
To escape it forever ohh

Yes it sounds like a piece of and is confusing as so sue me - 

Oh btw this is written to the melody/music(?) of EXO's The Eve because I'm currently obsessed with that song now 

Tbh I might do a cover/demo for this song soon idk - 

(just don't look forward to one) 

(And yes this doesn't flipping rhyme I know - ) 

Also this might be obvious enough and probably won't happen, but just be reminded that DON'T PLAGIARISE 

Or you would face the consequences

Peace out