I just realised that my fifth anniversary on this hellsite was two days ago and...I feel so conflicted

Not in a bad way, mostly just being sentimental, because being on Asianfanfics had been a thing for me for five years? And the main five years of my teenage years? Being there from 13 to 18? Damn girl. 

I obviously still do look back at my work and go what the but then I see the progress I make as a writer and get solace from that. I remember 13 year old me looking around AFF and seeing people everywhere doing like competitions for their anniversaries and was like hmmm I wish I could do that

And now? Hell NAH 

But I'm grateful for the five years I spent here because yeah, friends. Also improved my writing a lot, and that's a great thing

And how ironic it is that my first and most popular fanfic was a BTS one hahahahha

But yes. It has been a great ride