I'm upset.

So Onew will not attend the dome concerts in Japan. He needs time to reflect. Although he says it has got nothing to do with it, I'm sure the latest incidents DO have something to do with it.

I'm not judging, but to me the whole story is ridiculous. It has been solved from the get go and apparently everybody agreed that it was an accident. It's just the official "verdict" that is missing. 

And yes, he probably drank to much and that might have caused problems before since he was so apologetic.

But all of that wouldn't bother me so much right now, if I was 100% sure that his absence is temporary. I'm going to Tokyo in two days and although I'm upset about the short notice information that Onew will not be there, I'm ready to enjoy the concerts even without him ... but only if I get reassurance that this is just for now and he will be back. We need him!

Every one in SHINee is successful individually, but I want them to last as a group as well. They don't have to do everything together, but I really want them to go on as a group. They like each other so much.

Please stay strong, all of you boys.