진치 LEADS THE NATION.

guisukigwi. ayiev. 4/10. 積読本.

신 지년

"its high time to rekindle the stars"

FULL NAME — shin, jinyeon [신 지년]

NICKNAMES —

• elf. that is what jinyeon is known for when she appeared in produce 101. her tiny elfish features was discarded as eccentric and a visual blackhole. thus she quickly became know as "that elf girl".
• tiny palm tree. a nickname that stuck throughout the majority of jinyeon's life. it is a pet like nickname from her one and only older sister. the history of the nickname is not much ; it all started when jinyeon decides to tie up her bangs due to the amount of sweat her forehead has. thus her bangs somehow sticks up straight with a few strands leaning sideways. "oh look its a tiny palm tree!" was the first thing kyungna said when she saw what jinyeon did.
• shirayukihime. or snow white in japanese. with her snow skin and dark hair, jinyeon does slightly resemble snow white's prominent features. kyungna and her parents knows the hardships and overall hate that was thrown in jinyeon's way throughout her time in produce 101, particularly hate that was directed at jinyeon's looks. as a way to cheer jinyeon up, assuring her that she's okay and completely fine with just the way she is, jinyeon's family starts calling her this. its also a childhood nickname that was forgotten but revived again. jinyeon became flustered, telling her family that there's no need to call her this yet the nickname still exists.

DOB + AGE — 19 • 12 • 1999 [intl age : 17]

BIRTHPLACE — incheon, sk.

HOMETOWN — seoul, sk.

ETHNICITY — korean.

LANGUAGES —

• korean [mother tongue]. her whole life's language. speaks in a soft willowy kind of tone.

FACE CLAIM — jooeun dia.

BACKUP — yeoreum wjsn [just in case].

APPEARANCE —

• pale skin, similar to a piece of paper. not the beautiful glowing kind of white, but more of a vampire skin white. jet black hair, black as the night, cascading down past her shoulders. some would say jinyeon looks like the long lost sister of snow white, except snow white is pretty, and she is...well, jinyeon's looks are categorized as any regular korean citizens. you can easily find a jinyeon in a market or on your way back home in the bus, a knetz argued. with her small face, sharp jaw and mischievious cat-like eyes, jinyeon projects a childish appearance. her thin lips seems to always rest in a half-smile. dimples decorates both sides of her cheeks, though her right dimple has a more visible dent, with a beauty mark precisely on top. bangs curtains her forehead. her bangs are more of an accessory as jinyeon can brush it aside and hide her bangs. the sides of her face are framed by a few strands of hair that goes down until her cheeks. many times jinyeon is mistaken as a foreigner - more precisely japanese - due to her looking like a japanese school girl that jumped out off a manga. with an addition of endearing baby fat on both sides of cheeks, jinyeon gives off an elfish look. a child in a grown ups' body is one way to describe jinyeon. her overall appearance does not scream visual, but its subtly there. it just doesn't shine enough.

HEIGHT & WEIGHT — 167 cm. 50 kg.

STYLE —

• jinyeon is not highly skilled in fashion sense nor is she gifted with great fashion taste. thus she wears whatever she feels comfortable and snuggly in. casual clothings such as tshirts, jeans, sweaters, checkered shirts, striped shirts, turtlenecks, hoodies, sweater vests and cardigans decorates her wardrobe. jinyeon keeps a few snapbacks and beanies, and its evident on how she leans more to the boyish side due to the amount of male-like clothes that she has. one thing jinyeon likes to do is wearing a long sleeved shirt or a turtleneck under a large tshirt.

PERSONALITY TRAITS — infp.
pos idealistic altruistic cheery empathetic appreciative
neu guarded individualistic imaginative curious mature
neg paranoid withdrawn sensitive detached easily-swayed

ELABORATION —

i can give you the world, only if you come to me.

to start with, she's a precious cinnamon bun. her cheery and endearing personality radiates warmth. with a positive outlook in life, jinyeon firmly believes the good in people instead of their worst. kind and true to her heart, she tries her best to help anyone in anyway she can, eventhough sometimes its none of her business. she views everyone as the same, human beings who deserves love and care no matter what they are like. a go-with-the-flow kind of person, living her life as best as she could. "no point to dwell in the past anyways". jinyeon is more of a stress reliever, there for you to empty out your problems. that type of bystander with warm sparkling eyes that makes you want to pour out a heartfelt confession. she carries a safe aura that with her, eventhough you don't know her you can't help but feel protected. she goes wherever her heart takes her. jinyeon is highly intuitive, and likes to predict the possible outcomes of situations she is in. doesn't say much, but is there when you need her. has a knack of sensing other people's feelings, what they are like on the inside. the way she looks on the outside makes her look as if she does not know anything, for she always has this dazed innocent look but she knows, she's aware. she lets you trample over her but won't trample back. most people would know her as that really precious small fluff but that's about it, no one actually knows what she's like beside that. actually quite hyper but knows when to tone it down. she'll approach you in a happy bubbly manner. though, despite being friendly and sociable, making friends with anyone she meets, she doesn't actually have many true friends. like she's that person who floats around and doesn't have her feet firmly planted on the ground. extrovert exterior with introvert interior.

expressive and imaginative, she views the world through a kaleidoscope. that is to say, she views the world in many ways, many colours. the world is a great mystery to her, a puzzle she tries to solve. her never-ending curiosity to pretty much everything can be quite too much at times, for jinyeon likes learning new things everyday. to others, eventhough she seems friendly and approachable, at times she can appear to look cool, guarded. for jinyeon shares her heart with the people she truly holds dear. deeply values other people's differences, she fights on for what she believes is right. can seem funnily awkward, but that is her way of getting to know people more. individualistic and mature, jinyeon deals what she can with her best try. not one to dump her problems on someone. she waits until she truly needs help. jinyeon is someone who is grateful for small things in life. a lively and carefree person with a cheery approach. she's cheery not in an annoying, too much kind of way but she's cheery because that's who she is. a truly happy, lively person who values little details and small appreciations like having your parents come home early from work for once, having your sister unexpectedly treat you ice cream to cheer you up even when you told her you failed your exam, etc. for one key trait of jinyeon : mumbling incoherently. whenever she's excited or her enthusiasm is aroused, she starts to speak gibberish, rambling on as if she's an engine with no breaks. she is quite open with what she thinks, how she feels and can get quite carried away. "sorry, i babbled on again didn't i?"

quite dreamy and cloudheaded. when jinyeon starts to think about something deeply, she detaches herself and retreats to space, aka her vague imagination. innocently naive like a child, ignores what she wants to ignore, eventhough deep down she knows. like a rose that bleeds and still grows even when thorns pierce through, she endures and moves on. yet she can only endure so much before her sensitve heart breaks her apart. the world, and people, can be overwhelming jinyeon to the point she slowly starts to shut herself down, withdrawing to her personal world. no matter, for she will bounce back again in time. the type of person that is easily impressed, and easily swayed. when things became too much for her to handle, her passion can die down, causing her to drift around aimlessly. sometimes people are too complex and difficult for her to handle. she understands feelings, but does not really know what to do. this causes her to feel guilty whenever she cannot help someone, and in turn jinyeon stuffs her mind with what ifs and possibilities of what may happen if she were to choose differently. not the type to fight back. she wants to but she just can't bring herself to do it. "my voice would not be heard anyways". so she broods instead. its easy to know when jinyeon feels negative because her cheery attitude, despite being there, is subdued. doesn't really fight for herself but fights for other people. really protective towards things she holds dear. when a thought, or anything, something, caughts jinyeon's attention, she would not stop to think about it. she overthinks, and as her paranoid mind projects negativities, jinyeon becomes a mess. she thinks too far ahead sometimes. she sets her standards high up, causing her to strive for the best. multiple times she would repeat a choreography until she's satisfied as the night and hours blurs past. she fears of people's judgement towards her, believing that she is never enough.

tl;dr
a flower being blown away by the wind.

HISTORY —

jinyeon doesn't really have clear memories of her past. her mind is one big blank canvas with vague memories and flashbacks whenever she dwells on the past. she never knew her real parents, as they left her without a trace. never once did they sent a letter or a postcard, anything. maybe they left me because i am not good enough, i am not good enough for them to stay. a statement which jinyeon came to believe throughout the years. then came that one phase of her life ; that one memory where its hazy but still there. one thing jinyeon remembers vividly from her memories of the orphanage she used to be in ; cozy. a large house and lots of kids around her age, younger and even older ones, running around carelessly. everything else seems to blur around in a hazy dream. jinyeon cannot recall the kind old woman who owns the orphanage, or the kids she used to play with. but she does remember the smell of the owner's signature kimchi, sleeping in the floor with her blanket that smelled like strawberries, etc. she remembers how one by one, the kids around her starts to disappear. they are now in a happy place surrounded with people who loves them dearly, the owner would say whenever jinyeon asks where her friends went. jinyeon's turn soon came. and that ends her journey in the orphanage. jinyeon left incheon with her new family. goodbye to the only home i know, jinyeon thinks as the shin's drive away from the house that jinyeon grew up in for the first 4 years of her life.

the shin's where everything jinyeon could dream of. they were a wealthy family, not that rich but rich enough to own an apartment in gangnam. moving from one familiar place to a completely unfamiliar surrounding took an effect on jinyeon. it was difficult for her to open up, and she did not speak at all, only nods and shrugs, a couple of words at most. it took her a while for her to gradually warm up. jinyeon was a simple child who never asked for anything. kyungna was the first person jinyeon opens up to. at first jinyeon pushed away kyungna's constant attempt in befriending jinyeon. it was from a hide and seek to running around the house screaming in laughter that broke the wall separating the two of them. jinyeon slowly lets the shin's in to her heart, and for once she felt happy and truly loved.

young jinyeon was not particularly interested in anything when she was younger for she usually follows what kyungna does. kyungna was interested in music, and so jinyeon became interested in music as well. unlike kyungna who plays the piano and guitar, jinyeon was interested in drums. thus she received daily drum lessons and occasionally tags along kyungna's piano and guitar lessons. jinyeon goes to school and lives her life just like any other kids her age.

at the young blossoming age of 11, jinyeon got scouted by a fantagio staff when she was on an ice cream celebratory date with kyungna. jinyeon was flabbergasted, so to say. kyungna had to hold jinyeon in place so she would not runaway. in jinyeon's eyes the stranger who offered her a card and suggested her to try and go for an audition in fantagio is downright scary, when really he's just eager to scout and find new trainees for fantagio. jinyeon's parents were happy for her, contrast to what jinyeon's expectations of her parents' disapproving her of auditioning. jinyeon decides to give it a shot, since there's nothing to lose, and she's pretty much sure that she won't get accepted. she auditioned by showing her immense drum skills and average singing. but the world must have been playing with jinyeon that day, for she got accepted.

for a girl who never had interest nor practice in singing, dancing or rapping (except if singing along off-key to radio songs or doing silly dance wars with an older sister), jinyeon did horrible. at first. she wasn't used to so much dancing, moving her body and using her voice more than she used it in a day. jinyeon's first decision was to immediately leave but her family supported her, suggesting her to try and enjoy it. who knows maybe jinyeon might change her mind. so jinyeon does what her family suggested her to do. it took a while for jinyeon to adapt, but soon she went with the flow. jinyeon knew that she doesn't possess a great voice, so she reverts to rapping instead. her dancing was still poorly developed. training became something mandatory that jinyeon must go through, unlike the trainees who are there because they wanted to chase their dreams. tbh, jinyeon's family doesn't really mind if jinyeon quits for they support whatever decision she makes, but jinyeon felt like if she quit she might disappoint her family so she continued to be a trainee in fantagio. she did not have any goals to be an idol back then, and was a trainee who aimlessly trains with no actual purposes. as jinyeon's time passes by in fantagio, only then did she realize how she enjoyed training. sure, it was hell at first, but jinyeon learned something new everyday, gaining a new skill if she tries hard. jinyeon did try from scratch, but compared to the beginning where she spent half of the time frowning upon difficult dance moves to now, she improved. jinyeon did improve, albeit slowly. though it seems her little improvement was no use to fantagio, for after one bad monthly evaluation jinyeon was cutten off from fantagio.

jinyeon auditioned again. she wasn't ready to let go of her newfound dreams yet. jinyeon tried auditioning in jellyfish, starship and cube. she was accepted by cube ent. by this time jinyeon became more steadfast in her dreams. she improved more and tries harder than when was in fantagio. her dancing improved, and she's able to become more fluid in dancing compared to last time. jinyeon was now more focused in rapping, and actually found an interest there. she starts experimenting in making a few raps and lyrics here and there. nothing much but its a start. the only thing that was on jinyeon's mind besides school and training was her parents' behaviour. they look more tired and restless than usual. jinyeon shares this concern with kyungna and the both of them confronted their parents, but they brushed the matter off, telling their children not too worry and focus on their school (and training for jinyeon) instead. cube was jinyeon's second company, and jinyeon allowed herself to dream the impossible ; her debut. she hopes that cube will be her last company for she does not want to audition again. cube was quite busy with btob, who's fame is slowly rising, and during that time apink peaked the charts. cube's female trainees's slowly disappears, along with their dreams. its gonna be a while until cube debuts a girlgroup and some trainees aren't that patient, incuding jinyeon. jinyeon decides to quit cube.

part of her wanted to stop looking for companies to audition, but another part of her wants to keep trying. by this time it was noticeable that jinyeon's parents are hiding something, but they refused to let their daughters know. jinyeon's will, which was on the verge of collapsing, was revived again by her family's support. with a new hope and a more determined will, jinyeon prepares herself to audition in pledis. with past failed experiences, jinyeon learned her lesson ; she must always try harder and improve. in pledis, jinyeon gave it her all. and like a flower, she slowly starts to bloom. her past trainee experiences helped her in improving her skills. jinyeon gradually developed better than the previous. with each passing year, jinyeon became more better and better. if jinyeon were to look back on her first time training, she made quite an improvement. training went on okay. it was her personal life that took a turn. the secret jinyeon's parents had been harboring for the past year was out ; her parents' business did not do well. they were losing clients, and had a few debts that were yet to be paid. her parents' were slowly losing employees. the shin's were slowly losing their house. it all crashed down one day. jinyeon came back from school to find orange flames engulfing her house. it was a house a few houses down on the left that started the fire, and eventually it spread through the neighbourhood. jinyeon was thankful that no one was at home. yet there's a piece of her that was broken. the house where she grew up in, where she met her family, was gone. her parents packed her bags and kyungna's, for jinyeon and her sister will be living in her grandparents and aunt's home in the countryside, chungju. while her parents will be going overseas to find a job. it was a tearful goodbye. her parents promised to come and visit, yet jinyeon still feels like she lost a part of her heart. her family's problems took a slump in jinyeon's training. with her current condition, jinyeon cannot focus. she misses dance steps, her rapping wasn't as hardcore as before. instructors constantly tells her to focus. having enough, jinyeon steps out of pledis. it was too much for her to handle, especially with what happened.

kyungna was jinyeon's sole support back then, along with her aunt and grandparents. jinyeon did not do much, only improving in making songs and raps. her hands twitch and her body aches for the familiar training she usually goes through back when she was a trainee, but jinyeon held herself back. not now, she told herself over and over again. the urge became stronger as kyungna scols jinyeon for giving up easily, motivating her to audition again. with the reminder of her parents, who are out there struggling to build back the family's economic state, jinyeon finally gives in. no matter how far you strayed, sooner or later you'll always come back to the right path and continue to chase your dreams. brand new music became jinyeon's 4th and last chance. she wanted to focus more on improving her rapping, thus with some researched, bnm came to her mind. this was it ; if BNM won't grant her debut, jinyeon is leaving the training life behind. it was difficult to adjust since as of now jinyeon lives in the countryside so she had to take a train back and forth from bnm to her aunt's house. jinyeon resumed her training life as usual.

during her time in bnm, jinyeon was chosen by bnm to participate in a survival show called produce 101. initially jinyeon did not want to, for she feels she cannot bear the emotional and physical stress the show might cause. in the end, she didn't have much of a choice for bnm already agreed with mnet and cj&em to send one of their trainees. not long after the show ends, jinyeon soon left bnm. 4 times moving companies and never being granted the chance of debuting, plus the scars produce 101 was too overwhelming. there's no point in chasing your dreams if its never going to come true. with that, jinyeon waves goodbye to the entertainment world and returns to her personal life. on a side note her parents were doing well, and though they did visit jinyeon and her sister a couple of times, they won't be coming until a year or two later. all is well, until woo yeni contacts jinyeon. and thus, jinyeon is pulled back to the world she was once familiar with.

RELATIONSHIPS —

• we're not related, but i love them as my own - shin kangmin and shin eunseol - 46 - teacher and factory employee

they were always there for her. sometimes jinyeon wonders if she saved the world from from destruction to receive such wonderful adoptive parents. they treated jinyeon with equal love. if only they were my real parents, a thought jinyeon would often dwell on. as owners of a company that works on the textile business, much of kangmin and eunseol’s time were focused on growing their business. they did not neglect their daughters, and often takes them out on fun getaways like camping in the woods. they are supportive, good parents who puts their children first. when their business starts to plummet down, they worked extra hours just to keep everything together. little by little, their business they worked hard to build from scratch breaks apart. jinyeon’s parents went overseas to find jobs that can pay their debts and build back their financial state. they never wanted to leave jinyeon and kyungna behind. eventhough distance separates jinyeon and her parents, they always cheered her on. secret phone calls with her parents during her stressful time in produce 101 were one of the things that kept her going.

they will return, eventually. jinyeon looks forward to the day she welcomes her parents back in her arms. until then, she can only communicate with her parents and see them face to face through a screen.

• the roots to my tree - shin kyungna - 22 - university student

kyungna was one of the first ones to approach tiny jinyeon back then. never giving up no matter how many times jinyeon pushed her away. they bonded through a game of wild hide and seek. since then kyungna was jinyeon's #1 fan, her best friend, the one whom jinyeon becomes herself with. kyungna is actually quite scary and intimidating on the outside, but she's soft for jinyeon. a genius at school, she often tutors jinyeon in her studies. kyungna was the one who made up comfort dates, which basically consists of a tub of ice cream in one hand while binge-watching animes, dramas, movies, anything. jinyeon loves comfort dates, for kyungna secretly made it up just to cheer jinyeon up when she's down. kyungna likes to take jinyeon on an ice cream treat whenever she received a good score in her exam, throughout jinyeon's time in produce 101, kyungna became her rock, the one she would go to when she's in need of comfort. kyungna dislikes the hate that falls upon jinyeon, wishing to personally terrorize each hater in their dreams. though the two are not related by blood, they have a bond that's unbreakable.

• i'll follow you until the end of the world - woo yeni - 19 - member of young nation

woo yeni is someone jinyeon looks up to. she's pretty and oozes an aura that you can't help but feel attracted to. at first jinyeon felt intimidated and slightly scared of yeni, when really yeni is a precious ball of sunshine. she's someone jinyeon trusts, someone who makes jinyeon want to be a better version of herself.

their encounter begins from an accidental meeting in a ramen shop. jinyeon was in seoul, currently on a school holiday break. the shop's owners were already familiar with jinyeon, who frequently eats ramen there during her time as a trainee. a while after jinyeon finished eating and left, she was approached by yeni. what was jinyeon's first reaction when yeni asked if she's shin jinyeon who placed 20th on produce 101? run away. jinyeon was all "nope" but her heart says otherwise. jinyeon's not sure to take upon the offer or not, for she did not want to go back to the world she waved goodbye to. but maybe, just maybe, jinyeon was glad that yeni found her. the longing she felt in her heart, the missing piece she felt was now whole again. maybe deep down, jinyeon never truly waved goodbye to the entertainment world.

TRIVIA —

• mutters in her sleep
• doesn't like her ice cream to be plain, always has crunchy toppings like cereals
• doesn't understand people who eats noodles with vegetable and extra additions. jinyeon likes her noodles plain and simple
• sleeps faster when someone is beside her
• fond of salty crackers
• always put a large amount of fried onions in her ricebowls, to liven up the taste a litte
• crispy bread is one of her favourite treats
• despite being in and out of numerous companies, jinyeon doesn't keep up with the current kpop trends. when she first entered bighit, she thought bts were still the same boygroup who debuted with no more dream. thus she doesn't actually know and recognize the members of bts. whenever they pass by trainees, jinyeon would bow down politely, but she doesn't actually know who she bowed down to
• likes writing lyrics in her spare time
• real good in playing the drums, and knows the basics of piano and guitar (due to tagging along kyungna's lessons)
• tried taekwondo when she was younger, but quitted because she cannot keep up
• jinyeon's real name is son jinyeon. the shin's legally changed it when they adopted her, choosing to only change the family name. they wanted jinyeon to have a piece of her parents to carry with her
• jinyeon's name in all legal documents is shin jinyeon. only her family and the orphanage she used to live at knows her true name
• when yeni recruited jinyeon to be part of the potential lineup, jinyeon moved with her sister to seoul. tbh the main reason jinyeon and kyungna moved back to seoul is because they are already old enough, and they don't want to bother their aunt and grandparents
• her bed has a matching cartoon blanket and pillow set
• loves cartoons, and reading webtoons is one of her fave leisure activities
• real good at playing the drums
• she may be a rapper but she's good in harmonizing
• is never a spoiled brat, and likes to donate to charities
• likes singing disney osts, eventhough her voice cracks often
• has a thing for trot and ballad music
• tba

STAGE NAME — jinchi. jinyeon was set to make up a stage name based on a play of her birth name, for it holds memories for her and she would like the memories to follow her wherever she goes. at first jinyeon decides on the name shinjin and shinji, but it sounds too foreign and japanese-y. then it became jinshin, but it sounds weird so it was styled up a bit to jinchin. and it sounds even more weird. finally, jinchi was a name jinyeon is satisfied with. it sounds weird, a bit adorable?? and slightly eye-catching, basically the name oozes an aura of jinyeon-ness.

PLOTLINE + BACKUP — green [violet].

PREVIOUS COMPANY + TRAINEE YEARS — 5.5 years.
fantagio [2011-2012] - 1 year
cube [2012-2013] - 1 year

pledis [2013-early 2015] - roughly 2 years

brand new music [early 2015-late 2016] - roughly 1.5 year

bighit [2017-present]

TRAINEE LIFE —

the first time training was difficult for jinyeon. she wasn't used to using her body and voice for such a long time. she trains aimlessly, with no apparent goal. jinyeon only improved a little in fantagio, but considering how she has no skills at all in singing, dancing or rapping, to her the improvement she made means a lot. guess it wasn't enough for fantagio. after one bad monthly evaluation, jinyeon was cutten off.

in cube jinyeon was determined to try harder than her time back in fantagio. by now she has already adapted to the trainee life, but still sometime the stress gets to her. with her family by her side, jinyeon tries her very best. school was okay, jinyeon managed to juggle the hectic trainee life with her school life. it comes with a price of panda eyes and drained energy, though. jinyeon dared herself to dream big, to foresee her debut. it seems that cube won't be debuting a girlgroup in some time, for they are busy with btob and apink. jinyeon and the trainees of cube left, leaving their dreams hanging behind. why wait for something that won't come to until a long time later?

jinyeon now understands that patience is key. with constant support from her family, jinyeon tries again. with each passing year, jinyeon's improvement gets better. like a flower slowly blooming. in pledis, jinyeon combined the past experiences she had. her efforts slowly helped her developed. jinyeon was steadfast in her dreams by this time, tirelessly training and chasing her dream that was still far from her reach.

her personal life tangled with her training. in turn jinyeon became clouded with thoughts of her parents. her training became momentarily halted - the instructors told her to focus, the other trainees were slightly mad at jinyeon for messing up their practice. having enough, jinyeon stepped her foot out from pledis. her trainee life and personal life became too much for her to handle.

if it wasn't for her family's nagging and kyungna's disappointment in the choice that jinyeon makes, jinyeon wouldn't have her will revived. they woke her up. during her time being trainee-less, jinyeon improved her songwriting, making raps there. it took jinyeon a while to regain back her hope, her motivation. even if she strays away from her dream, she'll eventually find her her way again. giving one last shot, jinyeon entered bnm and became a trainee there.

this was it. bnm was her 4th home, her last straw. if she failed to debut, she's stepping out of the entertainment world. her training went okay, except she had to adjust with the distance. bnm was more of a hiphop based company, and there jinyeon improved her rapping. you could say her trainee life was more on the quiet side. jinyeon didn't truly make friends with the other trainees. even back in all of her previous companies. sure, she made some friends here and there, talked to them, went out to eat with them during practice break, but that's about it. jinyeon is someone you easily forgets. but thats okay, for jinyeon is best when she's by herself.

what bnm failed to inform her was how she was chosen for a survival show called produce 101. when bnm did tell her, they pretty much left her no room to decide for herself. having no choice else, jinyeon had to participate. deep down, jinyeon's thankful for the opportunity. this could be the key to her debut. out of all the trainees bnm has, jinyeon was the chosen one. its a big responsibility, a challenge jinyeon takes up.

produce 101 was like hell on earth. there were some happy times, but overall jinyeon felt drained there. the trainees all fight to secure a place in the top 11. not wanting to disappoint her company and family, jinyeon does her best. yet she doesn't shine enough. the only thing she's known for is her elfish looks. jinyeon gained the title as "that elf girl". apparently people weren't fond of her looks, labelling her as the visual blackhole.

produce 101, despite having numerous participants, jinyeon felt lonely. she was the sole bnm trainee there. her only drive was her family whom she longs for. her parents, sister, aunt and grandparents supported her from the back. no matter how much jinyeon tries to show her talents, prove that she's more than just the way she looks like, its not enough. its never enough.

the show ends with jinyeon placing 20th. jinyeon went back to bnm and continued her training there. it seems that eventhough she went on produce 101, bnm still did not want to debut her yet. jinyeon doesn't know what else to do. sure, she managed to gain attention in the form of hate for her appearance, but it was unfair for her debut to be delayed. ex-participants of pd101 are debuting or making a career for themselves, while others disappear quietly. jinyeon left bnm, and with that turned her back on the entertainmennt world. its enough, maybe she wasn't meant to be an idol after all.

TALENT TWINS —
dancing wjsn's eunseo.
rap pristin's kyla.
vocal omg's binnie.

IDOL LIFE — this will only be answered by the chosen applicants later on.

FINAL WORDS —
wow i apologize for this word vomit. i am horrible in making short but enough description and tend to write away...so apologies if her personality ends up with a lot of contrasts. also if her background is too drama-like pls tell me :" i was listening to a korean drama as i make this app aha. this app lacks aesthetics and looks plain and boring in general rip. regardless whether jinyeon will be chosen or not, i am happy making this smol child and highkey thankful to you for giving me a chance. ps ; jinyeon's age is intl age btw (she's 17 in korean age).

SCENE SUGGESTIONS —
• jinyeon giving the girls of yn comfort dates after a rough practice

• a duet between each members of YN with each members of bts (lel my english is horriblee) (lets say a duet or collab between yeni x jungkook, member a from yn x a member from bts and so on)

• I luv drama but i love fluff amd comedy the most :"D
• the girls go on an individual mission in a haunted house
• a trip on a cruise ship when yn are on break. this trip is more of a way for members of yn to bond more
• mukbang ahaha like eatjin :")

PASSWORD —
guardians. because the fans are like the spirit that protects YN. (also i lowkey was inspired by security guard aha).
essence. short for essential brilliance (why does it sound weird). in a nation, citizens are the essential key to the development of that nation, and brilliance because it describes youth. the peak of life when you are at your greatest is youth. fans are also the "essence" of young nation, so to say.

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