What is miss isn't you. 

What I miss is the feeling of talking with a person I have feelings for.

What I miss is the feeling of knowing that someone actually likes me for who I am. 

What I miss is the feeling of knowing someone who will understand despite my mistakes.

If only had I not been so careless with my innocence unintentionally corrupted, would you have stayed?

Yet, would you have stayed, mistake or not?

We only spoke about my body. 

Our conversations consisting of things you would do to me.

Did you really care?

I was too naive then.

I was not aware of how the world fools the innocent.

No, I'm no longer the innocent person you once knew.

But to leave me because of my loss of innocence? 

I shouldn't feel as if I was at fault. I did not ask for this to happen. 

Giving you a sense of loyalty because you asked. 

Giving you my time, telling my stories, requests I've granted, all was given to you.

You didn't deserve any of my time. 

You deserved none of it all but I was naive and hasty then. 

I am stuck with this guilt.

 I was too frail, too afraid, to do something before corruption took place. 

And now I must move forward with this feeling.

I yearn to apologize even though I couldn't help myself on the day of the mistake. 

I shouldn't feel this guilt but I do because I wanted to become something with you.

They say that you know you've found the right one when you can see them in your future life.

With you, I saw a possible future but the things we would do seemed for fun and games. 

And that's what reminds me of just how bad you were for me. 

I'm better off without you.

Unable to understand and accept me for who I am,

goodbye.

- L