i am so lost

my girlfriend of three years broke up with me today. she fell for someone else. it hurts so much. to feel so useless and so so ing pathetic. i thought i was going to marry her. i thought we were goig to finally have a happily ever after after all that we went through

and it's so ing sad bc at one point

she wanted that too

she wanted us and she wanted me and then he came into the picture

and suddenly i just

wasnt ing good enough

i wish someone or something would just kill me rn

she was my everything. my whole ing life, i did everything for her and gave up everything for her

i gave her my absolute all and

and now i just feel so abandoned and broken

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msdo09 #1 Jun 27, 2017 08:47:44

There's no words that can be said to help in this situation, it's inherently sad and only time and reflection will heal such a wound. I'm very, very sorry you have to go through this. It's understandable you'll feel like you're less than someone else, or that you've been abandoned, and there's nothing that can be done to prove you otherwise when everything is so fresh, but eventually you'll see things in a different light. It might be in a long time, months, years, an awfully long and painful time. But trust me, you will. Don't give up on that hope. You'll be happy again, no matter how long it takes.

As always, we don't know each other much, but if there's anything at all that you'd like to tslk about I'm always available. Lots of love and hugs, stay strong ♡

hanyune #2 Jun 26, 2017 15:51:53

Let me offer you a good hug virtually

sleepingprince #3 Jun 26, 2017 15:06:34

I'm sorry to hear that . Time will heal . Although it hurts but still at least you know the truth rather than she hide and cheat behind you . Always look at the bright side if she wasn't meant for than its best to let her go .Stay strong .