Yo guys!

Wassup everyone!?  Im back with more drama e and late night rambling. (awkward slow clap) 

So today i thought i would write about that ty moment when you realize that you have been out of high school for 2 years and you have done nothing... well fudge.  What now?  I have this realization and e so should i do something?  I guess.  I decided to apply for a company... as an assistant!  Bu bu bummmmmmm   

Yeah i know im lame and e.  I just need monies and my last job flopped because i dated a coworker( who happened to be my bff's bro)  and then we broke up and i couldnt work there anymore because his whole family worked there!  Like wtf!  I know i am stupid but e i was 19. So now i is broke and living off of ramen and borrowing gas money from me madre.  Also the free wine always in supply at my gmas house, woo!  (lol wink wink sips bottle).

So yeah job, assistant thing.  I decided to try and get a good job that doesnt scream "i live with my mom and gma and am a sad sack that drinks free wine and blogs at 12 am".  Right?  Totally successfuk!  What do i want to do?  I want to make videos and/or be a pysch...fudge spelling.  Like guys!!  I wants to do makeup e and talking vids.  Like id be good!  Better talking verbally then through type.  I promise.  But i need this job so i can buy video editing software!  Then i can edit my videos and begin.  Is that adulting?  Or playing?  e i dont even know anymore!  Brb

I just made smores.  yummmmmmmm

Update: I got e in my hair so i showered and thought let me pamper so i went to shave my legs and used face cleansing soap to lather my legs.  It burned.  it had charcoal in it. guys i feel like a mess and i just dont know what to do!  Adulting monkey balls!  I sleep now. 

Good night lovely people!  Sorry for more random e!  Love yall and stay positive!