Honestly high school is such a horrible place to be, a councilour at my school once asked my mother who thought it would be a good idea to build a building and put kids inside it whilst expecting them to happily prosper within the same grounds, and I cannot get that question out of my head these past couple of months. Because honestly kids are so freaking horrible, and I say kids as in the people in my year level, the people in their last year of school who are older than me because I started a year earlier than people my age did, because it feels like I'm the only one with my head screwed on at the moment.

Because I don't understand how the people that were once your friends can suddenly turn into the bullies, nor how they can suddenly believe that you've done something to deserve their hate without changing your daily routine. I've gone through this since March and after having my whole group of friends turn on me I was lucky enough to have found three other people that were willing to be my friends and actually support me through the bullying that almost caused me to drop out of school early. 

And now that all that is over and dealt with I've suddenly done something wrong again, because for some reason that only you know of I seem to deserve the cold shoulder from you. For some reason you were making plans with me only to walk straight passed me in the locker rooms the next day, and when I tried to talk I could see you visibly being forced to respond.

I'm honestly so freaking sick of having to put up with people like you, high school was never fun for me but now you've ruined any want that I had to learn, so thank you.

Thank you for being one of the fakest friends I have ever had and thank you for only sticking around so you could look like the hero saving the victim. But don't expect it to happen again, because I'm gonna let everyone know about what you're really like.

And you know who you are.