Okay, so my boyfriend and I have been together for almost 10 months. Tomorrow is our 10th anniversary and well, things have been very tense between us.

There's a looOoooOt of misunderstandings between us. He thinks I hate him, he thinks I'm always angry when I'm really not, and it doesn't help that he has a case of depression. So, I suggested a few days ago that hey, look, you're obviously unhappy so why don't we break it off. I'm getting a bit upset too with how he blames things on me and calls me names sometimes. So, I thought that okay, we're not gonna work out. BUT. He doesn't want to end and I sorta still have a few feelings for him. He's difficult but I do enjoy my time and he does make me happy when he's not in a terrible mood.

I just don't know. I'm still attached and even if I'm suggesting to break it off, I don't really want to. I just wish he didn't have to be so easily upset. And me being me, I don't know how to deal with depressed people myself. Sometimes I think I'm doing good for him but it's the complete opposite anD ITS JUST HARRRRD.

Oh, and a few days ago we were playing League together right, and me being the bad player that I am was triggering him and he got upset at me for being terrible. Usually he doesn't care if I do bad and he laughs it off and teases me playfully but???

He gets angry at me for it. 

I don't know. I think we're too deep into with this relationship. Not sure if we'll ever fix things. It wasn't always like this. Well now we're giving each other space for 2 weeks, so we don't talk to each other. But somehow he's upset that I'm not talking to him when he clearly told me??? to??? not talk??? for 2 weeks???

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