AEON : The Deserter : Noa

Noa
aeon
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birthdate: 09/10/89
ethnicity: Korean
nationality: South
Korea
hometown: Seoul, South Korea

Languages:

   x Korean : Fluent
   x Japanese : Advanced
   x English : Basic

height: 61KG
Weight: 181CM

Faceclaim: b1a4 cnu
backup: mbalq mir

appearance + style:
Noa has a mono lid and sharp eyes that you would find
in a male in an anime. A
sharp nose bridge and
then flares out at the bottom. He has full lips
yet they are skinny and
a jaw-line that can cut
glass.
His build was very lanky
and skinny but with wide shoulders. And is
defiantly rocking the
chicken legs

Noa never really cared
for style, generally he
would wear whatever
mi Yooji gave him and
move on with his music
life.
But since that was put on pause, his overall look
has turned to trash.
Black is the palette of everything. Normally can be seen in a black button-up shirt, ed, with a white t-shirt or graphic
shirt underneath. Black
pants that flare out
from his ankles and
dress shoes. And most importantly, a  black
beanie over his current
hair-do, shoulder length, thin and sandy blonde.

Cha noa
My best feature, it that I don't give up,
My worst feature is that I give up too often, and for once, this is not a prank
character blurb

Noa always wanted to entertain and please the crowd, bring smiles to the faces of millions, from a young age it was only desire. but the crowd he grew up with were tough, forever un-pleased and Noa was pushed back into the shadow of his brighter twin brother time and time again truly, the only escape from this segregation was to be something greater than a simple scientist, that to noa was an idol. 

So when helix opened their gates for trainees noa jumped straight on bored and had the golden ticket to their boy-group, Aeon. If was a dream of false gold, as sooner or later his whimsical idol life, and all the people he has pleased would turn into a recurring nightmare. stuck in a loop of 'nugu' and being trapped, once again, in the shadows of someone over-powering him. noa watched as his life repeated its self.

Before he too escaped that life, but made sure that he told everyone around him he was sorry, by writing lengthy letters. Little did he know, this was a grave mistake as only months after he left, aeon entered its golden age. everything noa wanted slip out of his fingers.

Noa, depressed and on the brink of giving up after 5 years, wishes to rejoin aeon. But will those he left 5 years ago just simply pick him up again? Noa hopes so.

 

personality
 
 

Ambitious, Poetic, People-Pleaser, Generous,  Impatient, Paranoid Easily, Enthustastic, playful, Bad-listener and bad-talker, cowardly

Noa could be described as wolf. He will fight till the very end, but give up if it seems grim. His ambition and his desires are always set to such are high standard, so that he can have some form of better succession that his brother had in their youth. Sometimes, it's stressful and painful on Noa, but at least noa gets thing done with, what he would see as the highest of quality. But if that ambition and desire was gone from the great, noa would walk away, almost immediately, even if it was going to get much easier. Noa is quite the impatient boy, but do not try to link this him being a 'selfish' boy, because this boy is the most one of the most generous people you might find. Yes he might give up in a group objective, which many would see as selfish, he at least says goodbyes before going off on his own.

Noa loves to perform, there is nothing else that makes him as happy than performing. Even if it is some what embarrassing and is purposely stupid, he would love to please everyone, and make them all feel better no matter what. On stage his adrenaline spirals out of control, and it's very hard for him to come back down from that rush. It's always hard for him to hide his excitement on stage, especially if he sees brightly smiling people. He just want people to be happy for what he does and what he loves, so sometimes he just lets himself go on stage, maybe just interacting people more than focusing on the choreography, it became annoying for the managers, even the CEO scolded him not to do it, but he did it anyways. this came out Especially during the happy songs and bright songs like Wow, leaving such a vibrant presence on stage.  As for image, he didn't have any? He was probably one of the most natural idols ever, even though he was meant to be betrayed as the 'As fierce and passionate lion-like rapper', he instead showed the complete opposite to the fans. He shouldn't have to be controlled on what image he shows. Its his life, which he loves to have much control over, and no one can change that about him. He just wants to bring happiness to everyone he performs for

Noa is no where near brave, a coward, even now that he has left aeon. He use to be though, when he was a young child, but that changed when he stopped trying to please his parents, so maybe at the age of 12. Even though he mustered the courage to leave, his paranoia made him think otherwise. Paranoid of everything and everyone, and he is terrified of everything. Heights, frights, blight, flights and a word that doesn't rhyme, failure. His biggest one failure, could also be flying because MAN he is afraid of flying, has always haunted him. It was the reason why he stopped at 12 to try and please his parents, it's why he became an idol, it's why he left aeon. all because he was afraid of what was going to happen to him. Of course, he lets this all go when he is on stage, but off stage, the world is his enemy. With aeon though, he seemed at haven with them, but now he isn't, he doesn't know who to trust. sometimes he may even run home because he is that paranoid of everything. At least he can get him before a curfew. 

A creative soul does he have. Noa always loved to write, even though he rarely did as a child, he was excellent at it. Many would say his writing is like dry poetry, but it had a soul behind it, even though at first it seems sour, but as you read you see how sweet the cake actually becomes. With this he becomes an excellent lyricist, writing raps, which became his main forte, and even writing lyrics for songs, even assisting with the song writing of aeon songs. Although he can only write on experience, noa has always had the skill to write really excessively. but aural he fails. He hears but he doesn't understand what you say, nor can he even get a word out of his mouth. He may be generous but he is not the best person to go to, to have a cheer up session. Unless you want something completely silent and not understanding what you want then I guess he is pretty decent. He will not understand your problem, no will he know how to make it better for you, he'll just try his best to make you seem better. It always seems like he is deaf, but he tries his best. BUt sometimes he'll just dive into things he has no clue about, never listening, he is a bit of a prankster. He is very playful when he wants to be. But his pranks are always elobrate and small. But sometimes, the larger ones will upset some people.

TL:DR (lol what): Noa is brave yet cowardly, willing yet not, playful but serious. He like a wolf, fights till the very end, but it seems grim, he would accept his defeat, in fear of it being worse than what it could  be.

background

Cha noa was what he would say an 'invisible' child. his twin brother, cha nowel, was the apple in his parents' eyes. He walked first, he talked first, he was kind and sweet, he was intelligent, he never caused trouble, and he didn't have 'stupid dreams'. Meanwhile Noa was the opposite, Noa was lazy, quiet, mean, stupid, a troublemaker and dreamed stupid dreams. Even though Noa wasn't Nowel he found himself better than Nowel, music and color. Nowel was just a painted white sheet of already white paper, he was plain, while Noa was colorful, lively and less boring than Nowel. And he could show this through performing. When Noa was young he would perform performances for his parents. Learning dances of idol groups and learning raps just at the age of 7. He covered Turbo's 'Black cat' but then nowel showed up and showed that he knew his 13 times table up till 20, pushing Noa to standing there and gawking at his brother taking him limelight. It was heartbreaking, but noa would always run back into the shed and try and make a better performance, with the thought of, you Will be better than Noa if it is the last thing you do. But no matter what, he would fail.  His parents even neglected to act upon his dream. Noa forever had wished to play the piano, and for his 10th he begged that he would receive a piano, he never received it, but his present was a scolding about doing something realistic like becoming a doctor, a teacher, a lawyer or anything other than a musician.

NOa's teenage hood was a complete and other mess, he wasn't doing as well as his brother, even the school could agree with that whole-heartily. However, there was always one thing that no one, not even Nowel, could beat him at, Performing. Every year at the school's talent show Noa would always put on performances, singing and dancing across the stage with the only few friends he had. But in regular school studies, Noa excceeded at writing, he had a way of writing which was like dry poetry but it had soul behind it. One of his narrative assignments, he wrote a story called 'Missing light' about a young woman who found the magic of light after being kept in prison all of her life. sound familer?

When he was 16 he received the best opportunity in the world. IN the mist of the entertainment industry spawned a new, smaller player. Helix entertainment, and Noa was on that boat straight away and became one of the first trainees of Helix Entertainment, but at the cost of dropping out of school and losing his parents' support and embrace. Running away from his old life and hopefully making something anew. The next 5 years of his life would be the most grueling ever. Learning how to dance with up most perfection, having perfect balance, causing pain like no other to his lanky body. Learning basic techniques in having some form of pitch in singing. And staying on top of the rapping game, coming up with new raps to different melodies and tempos every 2 weeks. This process would go over and over and over again for 5 whole years until Aeon.

The day he was told he was going to be and idol was life-changing, no more being left in someone else's shadow, no more being shunned away from doing something you love. It was now time for Noa to shine and he was most defiantly ready for everything. Learning the song was a breeze, and he was the ace of his part.The choreography was a bit shaky at first but he got it in the end. But he made it, thanks to his newly found brothers from different mothers. Never feeling love and warmth from Nowel, this was a change as every now and then he would flourished with love and attention, something he was never given in his youth from his only brother. For Noa it was the life he always wanted.

he came into the studio with flashing extravagant outfits that were given to them early that day. Mostly nervous but excited and ready to show the world Aeon. He walked around the place and help the other members introduce aeon to the idols before him. And finally he boarded the stage. He counted down before the intriguing build-up came in. 3..2..1 Noa's time to shine was now, as he nailed his every line in that song. Being as playful, youthful but y all in one. Finished the recording as Idol life seemed to have settled in.Fans would wait outside of the studio for Aeons arrival, and noa would love every moment of it. Then it's in the van and off AROUND THE COUNTRY HE GOES. 

But the glittery debut ended and reality hit him, hard. I didn't work. Come the next comeback, paradise, SEEMED UN HEARD OF. quickly HAVING TO BE HUSTLED OFF STAGE, NO MORE MEETING THE FANS, AND NO MORE STAGE. nOA WAS A BIT CONFUSED OF THE WHOLE SITUATION, he thought people admired aeon and that people would want to see him again, but all he saw was a ghost-town and a silent cheer from the audience. It was honestly depressing. And it constantly remember him back to an earlier time of NOwel. 

Determined to never have this again he help compose the song Last romeo. At first he thought it would be impossible to write a love song, until a petite stylist entered his life. Mi Yooji. She was kind and sweet and she worked for the company and his heart fluttered for her, more than the little fans he had at the time. Surprisingly, LAst ROmeo came much easier to write. And to his surprise it went relatively well, which he was very proud of. He remember trying to call his parents to tell them of his success, but they never answered the phone. But at least Yooji was there to share his pride with. Time stopped when he was with Yooji, who had know become the only woman in his life. Even with aeon under supreme preassure of disbanding he felt at peace with Yooji. They would always go out on dates, but completely ignore each other on the job, well because other than The YOungest aeon, no one knew about their relationship.

But romatic fantasies also had to end, No one was happy, not his brothers, not the company, not noa. Noa had been once again pushed back into the shadows. He though standing still would be the kicker, but it was no success. Even when the group put all their heart and soul into Look at me now, nothing ever came for them. It was depressing, completely depressing. Noa probably was one of the worst who suffered. Being forever in the shadow and thought he had the chance in aeon to prove to his parents that HE COULD OUTSHINE HIS BROTHER NOWEL. bUT OF COURSE HE FAILED AND IS PUSHED BACK INTO THE SHADOWS. aND HE JUST HEARD THAT nOWEL GOT INTO A UNIVERSITY. nOA WAS HONESTLY DEPRESSED, EVEN TURNING TO DRUGS, LIKE CIGGERETES, FOR COMFORT. uNTIL ENOUGH WAS ENOUGH.

aLTHOUGH IT WAS VERY BRAVE, especially coming from a man like NOa, AND VERY STUPID, OF NOA. hE DECIDED THAT IT WAS GOOD FOR HIM TO LEAVE AEON. bUT WHERE WILL HE GO? wHO WILL TAKE CARE OF HIM? wHAT IS HE GOING TO DO? lINGERING QUESTIONS NOBODY KNEW. aLL THAT ANYONE ELSE KNEW WERE LETTERS GIVEN TO EVERYBODY IN HIS LIFE IN AEON. tHEIR MANAGER, HIS BROTHERS AND EVEN yOOJI, WHO HE HAD TO BREAK IT OFF WITH. to His sweet manager, ill-capable but lovable leader, his messed up main vocal, his somewhat cocky younger brother his goregous main dancer, his other wise main vocal, his bubbly youngest brother and of course the beutiful woman in his life, Yooji were the ones who recieved the letters.

nOW WELL, THOSE QUESTOIN ARE STILL LINGERING. 5, 5 YEARS HAS PASSED AND NOA WANTS BACK IN. tHOSE 5 YEARS HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT SPENT WORKING IN A SIMPLE CAFE, GRIEVING OVER THE SUCCESS OF AEON. lIVING IN A SMALL APARTMENT THE SIZE OF A SHOE-BOX AND EATING PIZZA 5 TIMES A WEEK, AND THE OTHER 2 ARE LEFT OVERS. bUT NOW HE WANTS BACK IN AEON. sO RECENTLY, HE HAS BEEN HEADING TO A DANCE STUDIO AND PERFECTING HIS EVERYTHING, SINGING, DANCING, RAPPING AND WHAT HE WAS MOST WELL-KNOWN FOR, HIS ENERGY. bUT THE ONE THING HE IS SCARED TO DO, IS JUST GO BACK TO AEON. wHAT WILL THEY SAY? wHAT WILL THEY DO TO HIM? no ONE KNOWS.

 
Interview

as everyone knows, aeon has had quite the miraculous success story! it is nothing if not inspiring. when you debut, did you ever guess that you would become so popular?

he lightly sighed, tightly shutting his eyes, and shaking his head side to side No not at all.

I guess I Was an Idiot for not thinking so.

 

Ah but the road wasn't easy, was it? what was it like for you when your group had nothing? 

A loud, proud yet broken 'ha' came. It was , it really was, nothing else to describe it.

Even though, it was dark. I saw light in two, one in my brothers, and one my 'former' lady

 

there were rumors that some of you got part time jobs or studied or trained all day in the hopes of getting better. how did you spend the time when you had hardly any schedules at all?

I tried to improve the group, working hard on my dancing and working hard to keep the spirits up.

I was going out, going places and spending time with Yooji, who was practically my drug against this repeating tragic story of my life.

 

thankfully everything turned around in the end, except you weren't there?

No, No I wasn't

No, No I wasn't. I was an idiot who thought I could escape a shadow. Again. BUt if I just held out a bit longer, I could've had the life I dreamed of. A one that at my age of 28 I am still chasing.

 

what was it like during those first few months of departing?

It was tough, of course leaving something you dearly care about will always be difficult 

 

How do you feel about knowing that there are some Eternities will not know Noa Of aeon? 

A sigh and a small cough It's saddening that no one will know you once the job is done.

 

Are you still in contact with the members? And would you want to meet them again

No, but I would love to meet them again in person

It's all that I want in my life again, To see them all again. Youngbae, The Scandelous, Chanhee, The overshadowed,  Seunghoon and The Optimistic. I miss all of them so much. I want to apologize because all I did in that letter was not enough



If you could rejoin Aeon, would you? And if not, what are your plans for the future you?

To be honest, Can I? It would be a wonder. But if not then I might try and re-debut but as a solo artist

Why do you think I'm here doing this interview? I want Aeon back again



thank you so much for this candid inerview. do you have any last words for your fans?

A soft sigh of relief THank you for having me. As for Eternities. For the best, please try and Accept me again, or just remember me.

 
relationships

Ex- Girlfriend : Mi Yooji : 27 : stylist for Helix Entertainment

"Hang on, your dating noa, CHA noa of the group you style for?"

"Yes, it's tough but i pull thorugh."

She is definatly an isolated lady. She is shy but very loving and caring and very ambitious in styling. She was creative and very laid-back about the bustly young boys fooling around while doing their make-up. But she was almost impossible to talk too, she was awkward, really bad at talking and could cry at the drop of a hat. 

Noa and Yooji first got together through the company, she would style for Aeon, while he was aeon. of course Yooji did not dare to cross the path of an aeon member in their personal life. However, it was noa who approached the shy and petite stylist. as their feelings for each other began to fluroish, by the middle of 2011 they were dating, no member of aeon or the company knew about them. They were loving, noa would always take her out at dawn and would flirt with her any chance he got, she the same with him. and with aeon falling deeper and deeper down a hole, their relationship became more intamite. Even noa planning for a marriage. to yooji it was perfect.

Until she suffered the same fate as the members of aeon, A personally letter arrived at her doorstep discovering of the break-up and the departure of noa.  from there, yooji was never the same, wasn't as loving, wasn't as caring, wasn't as shy anymore, and was much stronger than she was before noa. Yooji eventually became one of aeon's least favourite sylist, and they will never know why.

 

twin-Brother : cha nowel (pronounced Noel) : 28 : Cafe worker

"you look exactly like that one dude who left aeon!?"

"Oh ummm, I am his brother, Twin brother."

Identical looks, different personalities. Nowel was a top student, quick-thinking kind and sweet and a complete angel. Despite Nowel being intelligant, he was clueless of everything, and is very shy with everyone who is not family. And he is the worst person to have if you didn't want a worry-bot.

Nowel and NOa had a one-sided sibling rivelry. nowel was the smarter of the two, while Noa had the stupid desire of fame. but nowel loved noa, he admired him and all of his performances, clapping so happily after and each one. Now that it was his turn to impress he did, hhis parents loved it when Nowel did practically did anything. but Nowel was obligous to noa's feelings, which is why 

Once news broke he departured, Nowel had no clue what noa was going to do, he truley had no where to go. he wanted to help, but It's just the matter if Noa would let him. If Nowel could, he would go out into the street and try and Find his twin and bring him to his home, and let him recover from his mistake. For now, Nowel works as cafe worker nearby to earn money for a doctor's course, and wishing he could somehow turn Noa's life back around. BUt to him, NOa might always seem like a run away.

TRivia

- IN aeon, he was known as the 'Quick-Spirited' mostly because on stage he was very enthusiastc and can be very hyper on stage.

- For noa, when and doubt, pizza is the best dinner

- Noa's mother studied in England for 2 years, ever since then she always wanted the names of NOah and Noel, luckily for her she got twins she could name noa and nowel.

- Noa HAS ALWAYS ENJOYED BOY-GROUPS, HE JUST FINDS THEIR MUSIC SO MUCH MORE INTENSE AND FUN TO LISTEN TO OVER THE SONGS HE IS ACTUALLY TARGETED FOR. pARTICULARRLY SOME NEWER GROUPS LIKE knk, pENTAGON & sf9

- Noa has a fear of flying, but wouldn't call it a phobia. THis has been with him ever since he was little, what if he fell? What if he just stopped flying? What if he flew into the sun? This came from just watching birds fly. Make sure in an airplane to seat him in the middle seat next to two people he could trust to he subside his fear.

- Noa wants to write a book, He wants to write a narrative about an idol group and all of the struggles that the go through, he isn't sure on what he wants to name it yet. But he will get there eventually.

- He once pranked Bae (the leader), really badly, to the point of bae being in tears. He apolgized to him for his prank in his letter to him once he left.

- He loves JPOP too, if he could collbrate with anyone, he would love collobrate with Myth&Roid

goals for the future

All noa wants to do is return to Aeon, because now it's no longer just for fame. He wants to see the people a long time ago he called his brothers and he wants to be reunitied with them, even if the road will be tough he will get back with them. And if he can then he would love to prepare the next album, and hopefully, in the near future, reunite with his ex and ask her hand in marriage. But that would be getting to hopeful.

Author's note

any comments for me? Excuse the thing called a background and personality HOLY THIS was difficult. and i'm really like dead (thIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU COFFEE CRASH (DONT DO IT KIDS)) aNYWAYS i HOPE YOU GRAB SOME SENSE FROM nOA, EVEN IF HE DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE to you :p
TL:DR hE WAS PUSHED ASIDE AS A KID from his family, AND THOUGHt AEON WOULD BE THE BEST FOR HIM, BUT AS HE THOUGHT LIFE WAS REAPEATING ITSELF HE LEFT AEON AND NOW HE WANTS BACK.

Oh and about the letters, they are really personal, so if you need I can write them up if you want. but if you want, I can leave it entirly up to you, but I doubt it'll be such a major point.

aNYWAYS HOPE YOU SOMEWHAT ENJOYED HIM :>

anything you'd like to see? HOnestly, I just want to see him with S again, like he legitmatly misses them so much :( 

password: 
“I've come to know that what we want in life is the greatest indication of who we really are.” 
― Richard Paul EvansThe Gift

 

rip I cant think of a song so have a quote 

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