I'm trying to finish some writings of mine but I just don't have any inspirations for it now. I only make even more prompts for myself which makes it even more difficult because all the prompts I come up with are so interesting. I am also in my last month of being a high school senior so there's exams, reviews, and ceremonies to attend. It's so busy that I get stressed over it. 

          This week only I have so much to work with. I have my TSI testing since my math scores didn't meet the Texas requirements so now I'm having to take this in order for me to attend my college orientation because I have to take an exam there also. Why math!? I am so horrible in this subject. Ironic since I'm pursuing to become a pharmacist and atm I'm a pharmacist technician trainee with the certification exam this summer to become an officially licensed pharm tech. 

So basically my April schedule looks like this:

04/1- Volunteer Service / AP Eng Lit Review / Graduation Application

04/02- 04/10 - Complete Senior Project!!!

04/13- Prom 6 PM to 11:30 PM *Get to friend's house @ 3:50 PM, party bus leaves at 4 PM!*

04/14 to 04/17 - NO SCHOOL *Work on Senior Project!!*

04/18 - Brainstorm for Cardio Project, Work on Senior Project, Attend and evaluate 2017-2018 BPA Officer Interviews.

04/19 - Little brother's Birthday

04/20 - Cont. Evaluate '17-'18 BPA Interviews

04/21 - PRESENTATIONS of SENIOR PROJECT!!!

04/22- TSI EXAM @ 8 AMM so Wake up @ 5 AM

04/23 - N/A ?? Maybe work on Cardio Project??

04/24 - Appointment for Scholarship Interview!!

04/25 to 04/26 - N/A ???

04/27 - Top Hispanic Seniors Ceremony 

04/28 - Cardio Project Due!!! *2 Major Grades* 

04/29 to 04/30 N/A

I feel so much pressure and really can't focus on anything except that I'm busy with these important exams and meetings and getting invited to my dream ceremony. It all feels like a dream because all of a sudden I'm like "Oh ! I'm graduating in a month!" and I just can't with this information. I spent K-12 in a school system that is always CTRL-C and CTRL-V and now I'm off on my own to college, the place teachers and alumni talk horribly about. Like tf am I doing with my life now? No more parents within inches. It's so new to me and yeah...