Someone please help me cause Saeron and Yeri are so goddamn cute. Like, have you watched their instalive? Babiessss.

It's too bad that SaeRi tag here is so sparse. I'm planning to put SaeRi tag in the story I'm working on right now but...they're really just the side characters. The side couple, but the one I really adore nonetheless T.T

Red Velvet is so busy lately, it's hard to keep up. And I seem to have more and more trouble to calm my restless mind. I always feel like I'm on the edge of something and will fall at any time, but at the edge of what, I don't know. Writing helps to direct those excess energy and refocused my mind but it doesn't always help. (Anyway, that's why I'm here right now...writing.)

Talking about writing...I'm expecting to post chapter 3 of Encounter by Leader Bae's birthday. I'm pretty confident I will get it done before then but hey, let's make it special. It's soo long and I think people will lose interest midway because it's a bit of a mess but I'm just gonna give it my best shot anyway. I'm trying to give all of the characters a voice, at least the four main people (Irene, Seulgi, Wendy and Joy). Honestly, I hate myself for using all of their real names and stage names in the fic. I get confused on what should I call them at times. Then again I hate myself for many reason so I can keep that at the side for now.

I wish I can get friends who are more experienced in writings to check on my works and critique it so that I can know where are my weaknesses and what are my strengths. I gotta improve more. I have a few people who are doing so now and I'm thankful, really thankful because they are motivating me so much but a person, a good friend of mine kinda upsets me because I asked her to check my fic and comment on my writing but she kept postponing...which is demotivating to say the least. I just analyze and criticize myself most of the time. (I find it interesting that the way I write for Encounter and Friends with Benefits are quite different, representing my different mental states at those times).

I've been so interested in SeulDy lately, it's no joke XD My friend keeps on threatening me for trying to add her to the ship but they are so cute, I need someone to spazz with. If this goes on, I might just reveal my Twitter ID here. I'm so lonely there, with no one to talk about RV cause I only follow the senpais' account and none of them really talk to small fish like me...It probably doesn't help that I have 2 twitter accounts that I used occasionally. But as of now, I'm distancing myself from my fangirl account for a while. RV is in Bangkok, which is like 1200km away from me (I really googled, because I was so frustrated) and yet I can't go see them. It's okay, I'm used to live in the forgotten country anyway T.T On the other hand, if they really come...I'm gonna be in trouble too. I'm not financially, emotionally or educationally ready to see them. I mean, my final project is due soon and I'm behind the deadline already for some parts.

Anyway. I need to leave a hint before I sign off. For Encounter, Chapter 3, the final chapter will be titled as SPRING DAY. Yeah, that Spring Day. Inspired by BTS's song. Listen to the song and check out the lyrics before you delve into my long story for more feels~ Funny thing is, when I was working on the rough draft for that chapter a long time ago, Spring Day was newly released and I didn't even know the meaning of the song yet. But I heard the song and I knew I have to use it for my final chapter. When I checked the translation...it fits so well like a glove. (My friend is upset cause the song is a sad song and she doesn't want a sinked ship but hey, people can interpret the songs in so many ways right? The ending might be happy or sad...even I cannot say for sure. I'm still working on it but I'll leave it at that.)

That's SeulDy by the way. Byee.

My heart is running on the time
alone on the Snowpiercer
Wanna get to the other side of the earth holding your hand
Wanna put an end to this winter

How much longing should we see snowing down
to have the days of spring Friend

- Spring Day, BTS