I once wrote a story with Jonghyun and Taeyeon's Lonely being one of the suggested songs in the story. Throughout the writing process, I just listened to that one song over and over again although it wasn't the main song in the story.

The song hurts so much because I could relate so hard to it and because I want to pay a tribute in some ways, I included the song. Now I wish I had written more about how the song touched me and how much it helped to soothe the ache in my heart. The song was the first song I heard in the morning, the last one before I sleep, the ones I hear over and over again when I want to be comforted and during Jonghyun's event in SuperStar SMTown, I listen to it about 20 times (because that was the requirement, I could've listened more). Breathe is amazing and still in my playlist but Lonely and End of A Day were two special songs for me.

I wish I could've told you how much you inspired me and comforted me, even when you're in so much pain. It's even ironic because in that particular fic, I wrote about a radio producer who wants to heal broken hearts although hers is unconsolable as well. That's kinda like you, right? It must had been so hard for you that you chose to do what you did.

Jonghyun, you were amazingly talented, wonderful and kind. You had given so much to people even when you didn't receive enough.

Thank you so much. Rest well now. I wish wherever you go is better than the place you were hurting at.