On hiatus until further notice

So, hi all.

You must have noticed (or not) I kinda went AWOL since like what? I don't know. So, no anything since like forever except for once every blue moon replying to comments and thanking subscriptions.

Reason:
I'm busy. I have a life, a ty one I should be pulling together, but a life. I'm no robot only living for writing even if I honestly wish that was the case.
I'm in my 20s, the time when you are supposed to fight everythig to build your life or just simply go and die in a ditch because you are a failure. (am I encouraging enough?)
Anyway it big time and I'm having a hard time, every day is a struggle and this is not the only thing I need to face every single day, nah, this is a small portion of everything.
So, I'm busy. I have no time to sit down and write fanfiction and even if I do I prefer either writing original novel or not writing anything at all because I came to the point it makes me feel terrible. I kind of want to spend my time if I have on myself and myself alone. A few months ago it used to mean opening a word doc and writing things but nowadays I don't even open it or if I do, it's just there untouched until I close it to turn off my laptop.
And even if I decide to write many times I just can't.
So, in short, I have no time, neither the will nor ability anymore. (Though, I don't think this is any new?)

I wish to finish my on-going stories but it is most probably going to be a long process. Writing, updating, such stuff became kind of a second place thing and I focus on things I truly love and never came to unlove. I can't really afford doing things that makes me feel bad when I don't feel well to begin with.
Currently, I'm working on the next chapter for CLTCL and hopefully I'm going to finish it soon but one can never know lol

Anyway, this blog post isn't to make you all feel sorry for me and such stuff, really, I definitely don't need that, it makes my skin crawl ^^;;;;
It's just a heads up I'm still around and plan on finishing stuff but yeah, going to be extremely slow most probabaly. Thought I owe this much information to the people that are willing to comment every time I update.

So, that's it.
Thank you for still being around if you are, I'm trying my best.

See you all.

 

P.S.: damn, this all came off rather dark and ugly and negative but mehh. this is the true me. I have no energy to sugarcoat it.

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guliee #1
Hi author-shi! ^^
It makes me sad knowing you are on hiatus, but real life is Real Life. It's a , you can't avoid if you are still a human being. Haha..

I wish you good luck for this journey. Fighting! ^^
tomatogurl #2
I just noticed you put a blog about your hiatus. Don't worry, take your time as much as you need it. Real life is more important than fanfiction. It's not an obligation for you to finish your story, and it's nice you tell us that you've been busy with life so it will be hard to update. Writing is a kind form of therapy, so if it doesn't give you some sense of peace, don't push it dear. Our lives begin in 20, it will be harder but don't worry, it will pass. Wishing you the best of luck!
laqualiam #3
I feel you. Real life is something you can't really escape of. You are a great writer and, although these days I'm having a weird aversion to every Shinhwa related thing, I would like to read your stories if you wrote more. But focus on real life, because real life is more important than ghost readers. Wish you all the best, live well and don't overstress yourself over little things. Bye for now and take care!
Elishaje #4
You don't have to apologize for sharing your feelings. We are all cheering for you!!!!Life is hard, but we can get through it, eventually:)
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