Continuing my last post, i not yet confess to him since i think it's silly

I want to ask you all guys, is fallibg in love supposed to feel like you are suffocated ? Is falling in love actually make you cant focus ? I seriously keep thinking about him and it's silly, why would my brain keep making him appeared when i do a lot of things, it's unnecessary, anyone know how to not think about it ? And the more i suppress it the more i feel like it's hard to breath like you chest being squeezed, is it normal ? 

Its seriously annoying to me to do what my heart desire and not do anything with my logic, my logic cant describe this feeling nor know thereason of me feels suffocated like this so i tell you what i feel and what i think. 

For me i wont tell anyone what i feel untol i cant hold it anymore, i cant hold it anymore, this feels the more i dont want it the more i feel like being squeezed, what to do ?