Life.

I've been so emotionally drained these few weeks. I was suppose to be rejuvanized after Spring Break, but I feel worse than what I am suppose to. 

I've been getting plenty of sleep, but I feel like I am always tired. 

I have about a month and half left and now I am starting to realize that if I don't buckle down and raise my grade in two of my classes then I will fail those damn ing classes, and at the moment I am on academic probation and I am so ing scared of being kicked out of school when I have a year and a half left. 

Knowing that information has increased my anxiety to the max and now all I want to do is binge drink.

Biology has been kicking my . Its so much memorization and applying those to questions that are so complex that my brain cant even register properly, thus failing exams.

They have tutoring for that class, but the TA does the sessions right after class and me and about 99% of the class has Chem lecture right after that; so I cant go.

Calculus is killing me also, but thankfully I can attend a review session on Monday from 6:00-8:30pm and pray to God that I ace that exam with flying colors.

I just finished a homework problem that required the use of TWO ing sheets of paper. *Drinks bleach*

Overall, my mood is constantly stressed to the max. I have no urge to write even though I entered myself into a competition and now its just like.... .

I am thinking about taking about a month hiatus until I go on summer vacation

School has the life out of me, but that is what I get for taking 8 damn classes. Granted, it's only 14 credit hours... but still.

~Andy

Oh, and my birthday is in 12 days. I will be spending it in school, alone, doing homework T.T