today is the day... the first official schedule for our lovely boys Super Junior..

for me... i am sooo excited.. it been a while seen i saw all of them.. not saw them infront of me.. saw them in internet... in twitter . i mean.. 

if i want to watch them infront of me i need to take a break from my work and fly to korea.. i will go to korea again but not now.... maybe net year.. to revisit all the place and maybe to stalk our boys a little... hahahahah just kidding.. i wont stalk them... they have work and i just want a holiday...

back to the main issue..

today is min and shin first official schedule for Super Junior.. it soo exciting and scary at the same time..

i been monitor the twitter last night since i working late at night... it pop up again .. the #.... the # that i wont mention in here.. but my fellow elf will know...

since it pop up.. i got soo scare about today event.. it the first since min and shin comeback.. for shin i am soooo thrill cause i been miss him sooo much this couple of year.. miss his antis.....and his touch for Super Junior..

but it different for min... i got scare ... i have no idea how elf will react esp for kelf..min leave us hang without the closure.. some kelf still bitter but some already move on... i keep remind myself.. my fellow elf will never hurt min or Super Junior.. but this feel keep coming.. the scary feel... keep coming.... can min overcome this or will he will surrender... i know min is strong.. the strongest in SuJu.. it hard to make him cry and he will be strong..but he still human.. he still our soft pumpkin...our softheart sungmin..

i just can hope and have faith in elf that we will never mistreat our min... give him second chance elf.... i know most of elf said.. it not the marriage that make we angry but the way we receive the news make us bitter... i always said this to my friend.. not the marriage that make me cry but the way i receive the news... but i let it pass since i can see how min fall in love with his wife.. saeun......

please elf...please.. gave sungmin chance.... we make new beginning with him and our boys... 

#sorry too much ramble... i am soooo worried right now...