Is it wierd for a guy....
Hi all my dear AFF friends and readers! I know it kind of weird asking this especially since i already wrote quite a few stories, but I just cannot get this off my mind... I always feel insecure and scared that my friends will judge me when they know I read Fanfics. Im not a reader, as in I don't enjoy reading books, but fanfics is just an entirely different genre that I grew to love.
I am a very sporty person, and I would dare to say that i am very outgoing and friendly. But it always irks me when I think of people making fun of me for reading and writing Fanfics. Don't get me wrong I love them from the bottom of my heart, but I just cannot get around this feeling.
I do have plenty of girlfriends who always talk about fanfics, but i don't dare join in the conversation as Im afraid that they will judge me for actually reading fanfics. I personally have seen other guys getting teased and made fun of for reading fanfics.
I mean, is it really that bad for a guy to enjoy fanfics? Please do comment that you are a guy if there are any of you out there, at least I know im not alone.
But what I am most fearful of is when people find out about my biases. I mean im not afraid of people knowing i read fanfics about snsd, but about spartace and exo.... I really fear that people will judge me on my biases as well. Its just a fear that doesn't go away. I even close the tab on my phone everytime i finish reading fanfics so friends don't see that i actually do read them when they 'steal' my phone.
I mean, can someone pls tell me if its wrong for a guy to enjoy reading fanfics about other guys. ( No Im not gay, Im 100% straight )
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