It has been so long since I've logged into my account and I am honestly so sorry for not keeping in touch with my friends over here :(

To be honest, this year has been tough. I've been robbed, two of my relatives passed away, my grandfather got hospitalized, my grades dropped AND I had to be rushed to the hospital last night because I ended up fainting in my bathroom.

Although, I still keep a positive outlook on these events and keep my head above water. The way you look at life is a really important thing honestly. I've never been so happy in my life, despite all the things happening. My attitude and personality changed a little (for the better, of course) & I've opened up to my classmates and friends more. Since we only have a few years left in high school, we all figured that we should just make the most of it and have fun while it lasts.

A few years ago, I was so so lost. I had no idea what I wanted to be in the future. I had no idea who I even was. Plus, having an Asian family, they really pressured me into doing certain things that I wasn't comfortable with so that I could build something up for my portfolio.

Now, I'm as happy as I could be and I feel like life is actually pretty wonderful. Yes, I've lost a few friends along the way and I miss them a lot, but things always happen for a reason. I feel like we just weren't meant to be a constant in each other's lives. We were there for each other when we could be, and seperated when we felt that we've done our part and that we wouldn't need each other anymore.

I've also stopped with the crushes (it's been nearly two years omg) and just focused on myself. I've gained my old guy friends back and it feels pretty awesome really (except for the fact that people ship me with them like can't two people be friends without being romantically linked with each other). Plus, we have this baby egg project and I'm partnered up with one of my old friends. My Christian Living teacher and my class ships us so much that by the time we're going to have "The Sacrament of Matrimony" as our lesson, the two of us would be the "couple" for the wedding. SMH. Do they not know that he has a girlfriend or did they conveniently forget because of the fact that he calls me "babe", "wifey" or "honey"?

I won't be updating anytime soon, maybe in Christmas break? I've got homework and our Intramurals are coming up so I'm pretty busy. I'd definitely want to keep in touch with you all though! I'm honestly trying but I can't seem to find the time and the time-zones are kinda annoying. Anyways, I hope you're all doing well!