Hi, People.
I have a lot of things in my mind right now, and I don't know who or where to tell about this.
I mean yes, I do have people I can trust, but I've been complaining a lot these days and I'm afraid my ranting will eventually tire them.
Then I remember that I still have AFF where I've met several great people, so why not?
I constantly feel lonely, even though I've got a boyfriend by now. The thing is, as some of you may or may have not known, I am not that.. into boys.
And I don't know why, but I can't seem to find my circle of friends that I can go hangout with anytime. Especially at nights.
My loneliness (or like, social anxiety) got worsen when early this semester, I found out that 2 of the friends I considered close, turned out were badmouthing me behind. es. Sorry. But what they did to me meant nothing compared to the one or two swearing.
I don't know, but this is not really the life I could live brightly. And being an overthinker I am, I started wondering what I did wrong to people. And guess what?
I don't ing know.
I guess I need to learn how to be content with life. But then I open my social medias and see how my friends--or people I know--are hanging out and having fun 'til late, while I'm stuck here.
I'm not really asking for advice, I just want to share my story. But if you feel like dropping me some, then please don't hesitate.
I won't mind reading your stories too. Again, as some of you may have or may have not known, I'm a pretty good listener (or reader).
Good night beautiful people! May you have a good life ahead. :)
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