well guys im screwed

I have the worst luck with liking people, so I confessed to this person last night over text but the thing is I confessed bEFORE AND IT DIDN'T END WELL AND I DON'T THINK ANYTHING'S CHANGED BUT I WOULDN'T KNOW BC HE DIDN'T TEXT ME BACK YET AHHHHHH!!! Like, tbh I don't know what I'm hoping for like, I wish he hated me. I wish he was mean so that way it would be easier to walk away but I can't handle it if he's nice and still wants to be friends because I just can't. I just can't be around him anymore without it lingering in the back of my mind and hurting me. And now, I don't know what to do with whatever response he gives me. I'll probably avoid him b/c I'm a coward and anxiety is a thing *sigh*

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nhurulemyzah
#1
Omg..that is the thing that i will never do, i think..
I hve been liking the sme person for about four years now.. i dont hve the courage to confessssss like you. I admire your courage love..
cgao753 #2
AWWWWWW i think you're doing something awesome by confessing. not everyone can say that they were bold enough to tell their crush their honest feelings (ahahaha... stabs my own self :P) and i'd say, just try to accept whatever you get. and don't give up. if your feelings change, then sure giving up makes sense; but as long as your crush on this guy is pretty big, dont give up hope so quickly
ashkhen #3
Sometimes people never are willing to admit they like someone. I think what you did is brave and don't worry about it. When he gives you an answer is when you should think if its for the best and move on from there. It will be awkward but time will go away.