well guys im screwed
I have the worst luck with liking people, so I confessed to this person last night over text but the thing is I confessed bEFORE AND IT DIDN'T END WELL AND I DON'T THINK ANYTHING'S CHANGED BUT I WOULDN'T KNOW BC HE DIDN'T TEXT ME BACK YET AHHHHHH!!! Like, tbh I don't know what I'm hoping for like, I wish he hated me. I wish he was mean so that way it would be easier to walk away but I can't handle it if he's nice and still wants to be friends because I just can't. I just can't be around him anymore without it lingering in the back of my mind and hurting me. And now, I don't know what to do with whatever response he gives me. I'll probably avoid him b/c I'm a coward and anxiety is a thing *sigh*
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