Just like what's in the title. What's up people!! It's 3rd September here in Malaysia and Korea! Time sure pass by so fast! It's already 5th year of me at AFF and recently I just read back my old fanfics... 

I almost kill myself (not literally x'D) like how on earth did I wrote back then? I have the urge to re-write ALL the sentences in ALL the complete fanfics but! I stop myself from doing so. Reason? I have no time to do so and once I start that all I think and I can't manage to do that because I finally started working. Well... Technically I extended my internship but will start working soon on a project in the company I'm interning at. Things won't be so free for me yet! I decide to find some time to you know... Write. Anyway! Like what my mum said, only by this way, I will keep rooted where my passion is at and know how I improving (grammar wise, volcabulary wise, plot wise, everything). Though I still lacking a lot, I do see some improvement and will continue to improve myself. That what life is about right? To keep learning with passion. 

This 5 years... I'm sure there a lot of people still here, some of the people rarely came and some even already left this place and focus on what they prioritize in their life. For me AFF has been a source to express myself. A platform for me to write whatever plot I can think about and share my imagination through writhing with others. A place I gained a few friends and keep them dearly with me. I know I have been less active these days but I keep telling myself I need to like manage my time. Fight with myself. Write at least a chapter in 2 weeks. Which is also a way to improvise myself lol Anyway~ What I'm trying to say is~~~AFF has been a place where my passion grow. Now, I'm aiming for script writing and I hope I'll get to post the story I have in my idea book and laptop soon!

Erm... About my stories... I remember I promised the special chapters for Love Contract and I promise you soon. You won't need to wait till next year because I'm working on it now. I don't even know if you guys still wanna read it or not. Painkiller still 4 votes short for a prequel. I promise if you guys want it, I'll write even if it is short story. Well... I think I might even write it as long as I get to finish my on going stories. Me is updating Thank You For Being Born too. Since you know... It's 3rd September xD So please anticipate the update somewhere around today soon x3 

For the on-going stories... After a lot of consideration, I'm sorry to announce that I will stop updating Metallic Love and Aeipathy at the time being. For Metallic Love, the chapters might have slight change (a few change in details and stuff) so no update until I reorganized everything. For Aeipathy, this story were made for Beast 6th Anniversary. To be frank, this story is the story that I have been crafted since Beast 5th anniversary and I have no intention of altering the storyline. I might change the story but maybe a bit, which means I am not removing Hyunseung from the story. So basically the story will go on and I understand if there is any OT5 stans unsubscribe to the story. I just wish for one thing, that is for you guys to respect my decision to keep Hyunseung in my story and not leaving nasty comments just like how I respect your decision to like or not to like this story. Oh! One other thing, Aeipathy will not be updated until YAMSS is complete. I hope you guys would understand my decision and patiently wait for the stories to be updated. 

Well... Not all of my on-going story are like that. Hm... I failed once and I try not to fail again this time which is to update Housemate Lover and You Are My Shining Star biweekly. Yes. You get at least one update every two weeks. Beside that, I have planned a new one shot, or even short story... idk... I just started writing it called Fantasy. Yes. It's a VIXX story and you can expect VIXX to be not-humans. Like I said, it might be a one short or short story so I decide to post it after I finish writing the whole story offline. The story will be based on the lyrics teaser for Hades album and if you guys followed my twitter, you guys should have read the short imagines/story on my twitter. 

I have a huge interest in myth, fantasy, scifi, crime story and wanted to write a world by myself but I wasn't able to do so because I find it hard to write. I couldn't execute whatever I had in mind so beautifully so I just keep plotting and trying to create a world for the story. I have 2 that I have been planning quite a while now (one story dated for like 2 years in planning another one is 1 year in planning, there another one with almost 3 years in my idea book that never got out but I'm not good yet so I put that on hold x'D) and I hope those two story get to see you all soon. Here some sneak peek. 1 of the story will focus mainly on two of my bias (out of 12), Yoseob and Hongbin. 

I guess that all. I have been meaning to give you guys updates on these stories but wasn't able to and I guess I feel like I own you guys some explanation. So here it is. A post to self-congratulate on my 5th anniversary and a little update on what's going on with my writing. 

For those that has been following me all this years, I can only say thank you so much and sorry for so much lacking. I hope you guys did see my improvement and I hope you guys enjoy the story I'm going to post now and then. To be honest, to see you guys (or even new people) subscribe to my story and some even subscribe to a lot of my story, took time to read and comment in it is one of my pleasure while writing. Somehow it keep me motivated. I also wanna thank to everyone that keep leaving pretty and good comments on my past stories because of you guys, my passion for writing get to develop. There no other word I can use except for Thank you. I will write better story and improve myself from now on. Thank you. 

One last thing, if you guys wanna like talk about Beast (plus Hyunseung) and VIXX with me, you guys are more than welcome to mention me at my twitter. 

sincerely, 
​guardianstar