most of you probs know this by now, but i'm officially back from my vacation! i've started updating regularly again, so yay! p.s.: you can look at some pics i've taken at disneyworld here, if you'd like ^^

anyways, so i saw this thing once where an author wrote "unreleased facts" about their stories on tumblr, and thought i'd do the same for any of you curious readers haha. so... one secret fact for each story that you never knew before... and might surprise you ;)

listed in chronological order:

❈ Crescendo: i told a few before but the version i posted to aff differs greatly from the original version regarding the scene orz. since it was my 1st time writing the orignal version was so terrible and embarrassing... i hope none of y'all have read the original version >__>

❈ No Regrets (Shine Bright): i actually have a sequel planned out for this fic... set 4 years later, so the twins'd be 3 years old and jonghun 8. it was gonna be angsty and lots of drama of another company CEO, who was once rivals with jongin's company, signing sehun as their new model and now wants to take down jongin's company bc he grew taken with sehun (1 guess as to who the new person is :P). i actually have A LOT planned out but never wrote it out bc i assumed readers wouldn't want to read more drama lol (also the fic would be a lot darker bc of a change in jongin's characterization bc of events to transpire...) and that people would prefer the fluffy ending of NRSB, so -v- i still think of the sequel from time to time tho haha.

❈ Love Dealer: i think i said this somewhere before, but LD was originally gonna be a fic for me to practice writing lmaoooo. it was set in mafia verse so kai'd have power over sehun and make him do things (aka so i can practice writing diff types of kinks >.>). obvsly it turned out to be more plot than orz.

❈ Destinare: there's supposed to be a sequel for this fic, too... it was gonna tie up all the loose ends (kai, the internal war between the noble houses, etc.) but i have too many ongoing fics rn and idk if readers'll still be interested in reading more drama lol.

❈ Sugar Rush: ngl i actually really hated this fic during the 1st 2 chapters... i couldn't understand how it got featured when it was so terrible >.< but after chapter 3 i grew to like this fic and now i find it fun to write~ ^^

❈ Love Killer: the "final " at the rooftop in china was originally gonna be big bang vs. kai, not luhan/minseok. but halfway thru the story i realized i wanted luhan to be more important (smthn i've wanted him to be since LD but didn't have the space to put it in orz) so i replaced big bang with him and pushed big bang to LR instead lol.

❈ Wicked Lessons: ok here's a secret in general: i'm actually generally not fond of the sehuns i write in my stories. i usually like the jongins i write more xD buuut for WL, i love the sehun here. WL's sehun is my most fave sehun out of all the sehuns i've written haha. i guess i'm just a er for innocent, selfless sehun :-(

❈ Not Equal (+ its sequels STLG and RTH): i wrote it in a fit of depression and looking back it was ok but honestly i only rly liked chanyeol's chapter in STLG... and maybe the original NE. hopefully the ending of RTH will make me like it more orz.

❈ Fatalis Dilemma: the story is gonna be ed up later on lol jk umn... when i 1st wrote the prologue i had no expectations for this fic but as i continued writing i rly grew to love FD. i hope i won't eventually be burnt out from writing it like i did for destinare tho. sighs.

❈ Love Redeemer: i already planned out the ending of this fic. yes, i'm serious. i know how LR is gonna definitely end :P

❈ Knocking on Heaven's Door: in contrast with LR, i actually haven't decided the ending to this fic... o__o which is SUPER rare for me bc i always plan out at least the beginning + ending before i start writing any story orz.

❈ Chasing the Elusive: i'm secretly very excited to write this bc i actually have a kink for rough/hate but never could write them bc my jongins tend to be rly sweet to sehun orz. even in LD series kai usually treats sehun like a precious jewel >.> so writing vicious jongin who hates sehun will be smthn new for me hehehe.

i think that's it? wow i've written a lot of fics looking back... /wipes a nostalgic tear. soooo were there any that surprised you? :o i'm guessing no one expected i plotted out a very complicated sequel for NRSB huh? since i made no mentions of it? (but i've planned it back in 2015 when it first ended...). any other "facts" you didn't expect? :D